The presumption is against the union of two persons
under these circumstances. Presumptions are strong
obstacles against any result we wish to attain, but
half our work in life is to overcome them. A great
many results look in the distance like six-foot walls,
and when we get nearer prove to be only five-foot
hurdles, to be leaped over or knocked down. Twenty
years from now she may be a vigorous and active old
woman, and he a middle-aged, half-worn-out invalid,
like so many overworked scholars. Everything
depends on the number of drops of the elixir vitae
which Nature mingled in the nourishment she administered
to the embryo before it tasted its mother’s
milk. Think of Cleopatra, the bewitching old
mischief-maker; think of Ninon de L’Enclos, whose
own son fell desperately in love with her, not knowing
the relation in which she stood to him; think of Dr.
Johnson’s friend, Mrs. Thrale, afterward Mrs.
Piozzi, who at the age of eighty was full enough of
life to be making love ardently and persistently to
Conway, the handsome young actor. I can readily
believe that Number Five will outlive the Tutor, even
if he is fortunate enough rather in winning his way
into the fortress through gates that open to him of
their own accord. If he fails in his siege, I
do really believe he will die early; not of a broken
heart, exactly, but of a heart starved, with the food
it was craving close to it, but unattainable.
I have, therefore, a deep interest in knowing how Number
Five and the Tutor are getting along together.
Is there any danger of one or the other growing tired
of the intimacy, and becoming willing to get rid of
it, like a garment which has shrunk and grown too tight?
Is it likely that some other attraction may come into
disturb the existing relation? The problem is
to my mind not only interesting, but exceptionally
curious. You remember the story of Cymon and Iphigenia
as Dryden tells it. The poor youth has the capacity
of loving, but it lies hidden in his undeveloped nature.
All at once he comes upon the sleeping beauty, and
is awakened by her charms to a hitherto unfelt consciousness.
With the advent of the new passion all his dormant
faculties start into life, and the seeming simpleton
becomes the bright and intelligent lover. The
case of Number Five is as different from that of Cymon
as it could well be. All her faculties are wide
awake, but one emotional side of her nature has never
been called into active exercise. Why has she
never been in love with any one of her suitors?
Because she liked too many of them. Do you happen
to remember a poem printed among these papers, entitled
“I Like You and I Love You”