—We
too bad human mothers, even as Thou,
Whom
we have learned to worship as remote
From
mortal kindred, wast a cradled babe.
The
milk of woman filled our branching veins,
She
lulled us with her tender nursery-song,
And
folded round us her untiring arms,
While
the first unremembered twilight year
Shaped
us to conscious being; still we feel
Her
pulses in our own,—too faintly feel;
Would
that the heart of woman warmed our creeds!
Not
from the sad-eyed hermit’s lonely cell,
Not
from the conclave where the holy men
Glare
on each other, as with angry eyes
They
battle for God’s glory and their own,
Till,
sick of wordy strife, a show of hands
Fixes
the faith of ages yet unborn,
Ah,
not from these the listening soul can hear
The
Father’s voice that speaks itself divine!
Love
must be still our Master; till we learn
What
he can teach us of a woman’s heart,
We
know not His, whose love embraces all.
There are certain nervous conditions peculiar to women in which the common effects of poetry and of music upon their sensibilities are strangely exaggerated. It was not perhaps to be wondered at that Octavia fainted when Virgil in reading from his great poem came to the line beginning Tu Marcellus eris: It is not hard to believe the story told of one of the two Davidson sisters, that the singing of some of Moore’s plaintive melodies would so impress her as almost to take away the faculties of sense and motion. But there must have been some special cause for the singular nervous state into which this reading threw the young girl, our Scheherezade. She was doubtless tired with overwork and troubled with the thought that she was not doing herself justice, and that she was doomed to be the helpless prey of some of those corbies who not only pick out corbies’ eyes, but find no other diet so nutritious and agreeable.
Whatever the cause may have been, her heart heaved tumultuously, her color came and went, and though she managed to avoid a scene by the exercise of all her self-control, I watched her very anxiously, for I was afraid she would have had a hysteric turn, or in one of her pallid moments that she would have fainted and fallen like one dead before us.
I was very glad, therefore, when evening came, to find that she was going out for a lesson on the stars. I knew the open air was what she needed, and I thought the walk would do her good, whether she made any new astronomical acquisitions or not.