at the end of July, in London, he was struck down
by the first attack of the head, which robbed him
of all after power of work, although the intellect
remained untouched. Sir William Gull sent him
to Cannes for the winter, where he was seized with
a violent internal inflammation, in which I suppose
there was again the indication of the lesion of blood-vessels.
I am nearing the shadow now,—the time of
which I can hardly bear to write. You know
the terrible sorrow which crushed him on the last
day of 1874,—the grief which broke his
heart and from which he never rallied. From
that day it seems to me that his life may be summed
up in the two words,—patient waiting.
Never for one hour did her spirit leave him, and
he strove to follow its leading for the short and
evil days left and the hope of the life beyond.
I think I have never watched quietly and reverently
the traces of one personal character remaining so
strongly impressed on another nature. With
herself—depreciation and unselfishness she
would have been the last to believe how much of
him was in her very existence; nor could we have
realized it until the parting came. Henceforward,
with the mind still there, but with the machinery
necessary to set it in motion disturbed and shattered,
he could but try to create small occupations with
which to fill the hours of a life which was only
valued for his children’s sake. Kind and
loving friends in England and America soothed the
passage, and our gratitude for so many gracious
acts is deep and true. His love for children,
always a strong feeling, was gratified by the constant
presence of my sister’s babies, the eldest,
a little girl who bore my mother’s name,
and had been her idol, being the companion of many
hours and his best comforter. At the end the
blow came swiftly and suddenly, as he would have
wished it. It was a terrible shock to us who
had vainly hoped to keep him a few years longer, but
at least he was spared what he had dreaded with
a great dread, a gradual failure of mental or bodily
power. The mind was never clouded, the affections
never weakened, and after a few hours of unconscious
physical struggle he lay at rest, his face beautiful
and calm, without a trace of suffering or illness.
Once or twice he said, ’It has come, it has
come,’ and there were a few broken words before
consciousness fled, but there was little time for
messages or leave- taking. By a strange coincidence
his life ended near the town of Dorchester, in
the mother country, as if the last hour brought with
it a reminiscence of his birthplace, and of his
own dearly loved mother. By his own wish only
the dates of his birth and death appear upon his
gravestone, with the text chosen by himself, ’In
God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.’”
XXIV.
CONCLUSION.—HIS CHARACTER.—HIS LABORS.—HIS REWARD.
In closing this restricted and imperfect record of a life which merits, and in due time will, I trust, receive an ampler tribute, I cannot refrain from adding a few thoughts which naturally suggest themselves, and some of which may seem quite unnecessary to the reader who has followed the story of the historian and diplomatist’s brilliant and eventful career.