in no contradiction of this last, his simple pleasure
in the flowers and general ruck sent to him by Tom,
Dick and Harry from everywhere—a pleasure
that suggested a perennial surprise that he should
be the object of so much fine attention—he
was the most lovable great child in the world; (I
mentioned his loyalty: you remember Harrison,
the colored body-servant? the whole family hated him,
but that did not make any difference, the General
always stood at his back, wouldn’t allow him
to be scolded; always excused his failures and deficiencies
with the one unvarying formula, “We are responsible
for these things in his race—it is not
fair to visit our fault upon them —let
him alone;” so they did let him alone, under
compulsion, until the great heart that was his shield
was taken away; then—well they simply couldn’t
stand him, and so they were excusable for determining
to discharge him—a thing which they mortally
hated to do, and by lucky accident were saved from
the necessity of doing;) his toughness as a bargainer
when doing business for other people or for his country
(witness his “terms” at Donelson, Vicksburg,
etc.; Fred Grant told me his father wound up
an estate for the widow and orphans of a friend in
St. Louis—it took several years; at the
end every complication had been straightened out,
and the property put upon a prosperous basis; great
sums had passed through his hands, and when he handed
over the papers there were vouchers to show what had
been done with every penny) and his trusting, easy,
unexacting fashion when doing business for himself
(at that same time he was paying out money in driblets
to a man who was running his farm for him—and
in his first Presidency he paid every one of those
driblets again (total, $3,000 F. said,) for he hadn’t
a scrap of paper to show that he had ever paid them
before; in his dealings with me he would not listen
to terms which would place my money at risk and leave
him protected—the thought plainly gave him
pain, and he put it from him, waved it off with his
hands, as one does accounts of crushings and mutilations—wouldn’t
listen, changed the subject;) and his fortitude!
He was under, sentence of death last spring; he sat
thinking, musing, several days—nobody knows
what about; then he pulled himself together and set
to work to finish that book, a colossal task for a
dying man. Presently his hand gave out; fate
seemed to have got him checkmated. Dictation
was suggested. No, he never could do that; had
never tried it; too old to learn, now. By and
by—if he could only do Appomattox-well.
So he sent for a stenographer, and dictated 9,000 words
at a single sitting!—never pausing, never
hesitating for a word, never repeating —and
in the written-out copy he made hardly a correction.
He dictated again, every two or three days—the
intervals were intervals of exhaustion and slow recuperation—and
at last he was able to tell me that he had written
more matter than could be got into the book.