Doctor Thorne eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 812 pages of information about Doctor Thorne.

Doctor Thorne eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 812 pages of information about Doctor Thorne.

’I don’t quite understand what you mean about clergymen, but we can talk that over when we meet.  Indeed, it seems to me that if one is to be particular about family—­and I am sure I think we ought—­one ought to be so without exception.  If Mr Oriel be a parvenu, Beatrice’s children won’t be well born merely because their father was a clergyman, even though he is a rector.  Since my former letter, I have heard that Mr Gazebee’s great-great-great-grandfather established the firm; and there are many people who were nobodies then who are thought to have good blood in their veins now.

’But I do not say this because I differ from you.  I agree with you so fully, that I at once made up my mind to reject the man; and, consequently, I have done so.

’When I told him I could not accept him from family considerations, he asked me whether I had spoken to papa.  I told him, no; and that it would be no good, as I had made up my own mind.  I don’t think he quite understood me; but it did not perhaps much matter.  You told me to be very cold, and I think that perhaps he thought me less gracious than before.  Indeed, I fear that when he first spoke, I may seem to have given him too much encouragement.  However, it is all over now; quite over!’ (As Augusta wrote this, she barely managed to save the paper beneath her hand from being moistened with the tear which escaped from her eye.)

‘I do not mind confessing now,’ she continued, ’at any rate to you, that I did like Mr Gazebee a little.  I think his temper and disposition would have suited me.  But I am quite satisfied that I have done right.  He tried very hard to make me change my mind.  That is, he said a great many things as to whether I would not put off my decision.  But I was quite firm.  I must say that he behaved very well, and that I really do think he liked me honestly and truly; but, of course, I could not sacrifice family considerations on that account.

’Yes, rank has its responsibilities as well as its privileges.  I will remember that.  It is necessary to do so, as otherwise one would be without consolation for what one has to suffer.  For I find that one has to suffer, Amelia.  I know papa would have advised me to marry this man; and so, I dare say, mamma would, and Frank, and Beatrice, if they knew that I liked him.  It would not be so bad if we all thought alike about it; but it is hard to have responsibilities all on one’s own shoulder; is it not?

’But I will go over to you, and you will comfort me.  I always feel stronger on this subject at Courcy than at Greshamsbury.  We will have a long talk about it, and then I shall be happy again.  I purpose going on next Friday, if that will suit you and dear aunt.  I have told mamma that you all wanted me, and she made no objection.  Do write at once, dearest Amelia, for to hear from you now will be my only comfort.

’Yours, ever most affectionately and obliged, ’Augusta Gresham.

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