It was certainly hard upon Dr Thorne that he should be obliged to entertain such a guest in the house;—­to entertain him, and foster him, and care for him, almost as though he were a son.  But he had no alternative; he had accepted the charge from Sir Roger, and he must go through with it.  His conscience, moreover, allowed him no rest in the matter:  it harassed him day and night, driving him on sometimes to great wretchedness.  He could not love this incubus that was on his shoulders; he could not do other than be very far from loving him.  Of what use or value was he to any one?  What could the world make of him that would be good, or he of the world?  Was not an early death his certain fate?  The earlier it might be, would it not be better?  Were he to linger on yet for two years longer—­and such a space of life was possible for him—­how great would be the mischief that he might do; nay, certainly would do!  Farewell then to all hopes for Greshamsbury, as far as Mary was concerned.  Farewell then to that dear scheme which lay deep in the doctor’s heart, that hope that he might in his niece’s name, give back to the son the lost property of his father.  And might not one year—­six months be as fatal.  Frank, they all said, must marry money; and even he—­he the doctor himself, much as he despised the idea for money’s sake—­even he could not but confess that Frank, as the heir to an old, but grievously embarrassed property, had no right to marry, at his early age, a girl without a shilling.  Mary, his niece, his own child, would probably be the heiress of this immense wealth; but he could not tell this to Frank; no, nor to Frank’s father, while Sir Louis was yet alive.  What, if by so doing he should achieve this marriage for his niece, and that then Sir Louis should live to dispose of his own?  How then would he face the anger of Lady Arabella?

’I will never hanker after a dead man’s shoes, neither for myself nor for another,’ he had said to himself a hundred times; and as often did he accuse himself of doing so.  One path, however, was plainly open before him.  He would keep his peace as to the will; and would use such efforts as he might use for a son of his own loins to preserve the life that was so valueless.  His wishes, his hopes, his thoughts, he could not control; but his conduct was at his own disposal.

‘I say, doctor, you don’t really think that I’m going to die?’ Sir Louis said, when Dr Thorne again visited him.

’I don’t think at all; I am sure you will kill yourself if you continue to live as you have lately done.’

’But suppose I go all right for a while, and live—­live just as you tell me, you know?’

’All of us are in God’s hands, Sir Louis.  By so doing you will, at any rate, give yourself the best chance.’

’Best chance?  Why, d—­n, doctor! there are fellows have done ten times worse than I; and they are not going to kick.  Come, now, I know you are trying to frighten me; ain’t you now?’