She said that no true woman could stand such pampering
of her senses without destruction of her moral fibre.
But Henderson had his way, as he always had it.
What pleased her most in the house was the conservatory,
opening out from the drawing-room—a spacious
place with a fountain and cool vines and flowering
plants, not a tropical hothouse in a stifling atmosphere,
in which nothing could live except orchids and flowers
born near the equator, but a garden with a temperature
adapted to human lungs, where one could sit and enjoy
the sunshine, and the odor of flowers, and the clear
and not too incessant notes of Mexican birds.
But when it was all done, undoubtedly the most agreeable
room in the house was that to which least thought
had been given, the room to which any odds and ends
could be sent, the room to which everybody gravitated
when rest and simple enjoyment without restraint were
the object Henderson’s own library, with its
big open fire, and the books and belongings of his
bachelor days. Man is usually not credited with
much taste or ability to take care of himself in the
matter of comfortable living, but it is frequently
noticed that when woman has made a dainty paradise
of every other portion of the house, the room she
most enjoys, that from which it is difficult to keep
out the family, is the one that the man is permitted
to call his own, in which he retains some of the comforts
and can indulge some of the habits of his bachelor
days. There is an important truth in this fact
with regard to the sexes, but I do not know what it
is.
They were married in October, and went at once to
their own house. I suppose all other days were
but a preparation for this golden autumn day on which
we went to church and returned to the wedding-breakfast.
I am sure everybody was happy. Miss Forsythe
was so happy that tears were in her eyes half the
time, and she bustled about with an affectation of
cheerfulness that was almost contagious. Poor,
dear, gentle lady! I can imagine the sensations
of a peach-tree, in an orchard of trees which bud
and bloom and by-and-by are weighty with yellow fruit,
year after year—a peach-tree that blooms,
also, but never comes to fruition, only wastes its
delicate sweetness on the air, and finally blooms less
and less, but feels nevertheless in each returning
spring the stir of the sap and the longing for that
fuller life, while all the orchard bursts into flower,
and the bees swarm about the pink promises, and the
fruit sets and slowly matures to lusciousness in the
sun of July. I fancy the wedding, which robbed
us all, was hardest for her, for it was in one sense
a finality of her life. Whereas if Margaret had
regrets—and deep sorrow she had in wrenching
herself from the little neighborhood, though she never
could have guessed the vacancy she caused by the withdrawal
of her loved presence—her own life was
only just beginning, and she was sustained by the
longing which every human soul has for a new career,