And here he was, alone, armed and in uniform, on the enemy’s territory, far from those who would protect him.  A shiver ran over him.

All at once he thought:  “If I were only a prisoner!” And his heart quivered with a longing, an intense desire to be taken prisoner by the French.  A prisoner, he would be saved, fed, housed, sheltered from bullets and swords, without any apprehension whatever, in a good, well-kept prison.  A prisoner!  What a dream: 

His resolution was formed at once.

“I will constitute myself a prisoner.”

He rose, determined to put this plan into execution without a moment’s delay.  But he stood motionless, suddenly a prey to disturbing reflections and fresh terrors.

Where would he make himself a prisoner and how?  In What direction?  And frightful pictures, pictures of death came into his mind.

He would run terrible danger in venturing alone through the country with his pointed helmet.

Supposing he should meet some peasants.  These peasants seeing a Prussian who had lost his way, an unprotected Prussian, would kill him as if he were a stray dog!  They would murder him with their forks, their picks, their scythes and their shovels.  They would make a stew of him, a pie, with the frenzy of exasperated, conquered enemies.

If he should meet the sharpshooters!  These sharpshooters, madmen without law or discipline, would shoot him just for amusement to pass an hour; it would make them laugh to see his head.  And he fancied he was already leaning against a wall in-front of four rifles whose little black apertures seemed to be gazing at him.

Supposing he should meet the French army itself.  The vanguard would take him for a scout, for some bold and sly trooper who had set off alone to reconnoitre, and they would fire at him.  And he could already hear, in imagination, the irregular shots of soldiers lying in the brush, while he himself, standing in the middle of the field, was sinking to the earth, riddled like a sieve with bullets which he felt piercing his flesh.

He sat down again in despair.  His situation seemed hopeless.

It was quite a dark, black and silent night.  He no longer budged, trembling at all the slight and unfamiliar sounds that occur at night.  The sound of a rabbit crouching at the edge of his burrow almost made him run.  The cry of an owl caused him positive anguish, giving him a nervous shock that pained like a wound.  He opened his big eyes as wide as possible to try and see through the darkness, and he imagined every moment that he heard someone walking close beside him.

After interminable hours in which he suffered the tortures of the damned, he noticed through his leafy cover that the sky was becoming bright.  He at once felt an intense relief.  His limbs stretched out, suddenly relaxed, his heart quieted down, his eyes closed; he fell asleep.

When he awoke the sun appeared to be almost at the meridian.  It must be noon.  No sound disturbed the gloomy silence.  Walter Schnaffs noticed that he was exceedingly hungry.