And she was filled with indignation, the angry indignation of a weak, timid being.

She must cough.  Then, perhaps, he would take pity on her.  Well, she would cough; he should hear her coughing; the doctor should be called in; he should see, her husband, he should see.

She got out of bed, her legs and her feet bare, and a childish idea made her smile: 

“I want a furnace, and I must have it.  I shall cough so much that he’ll have to put one in the house.”

And she sat down in a chair in her nightdress.  She waited an hour, two hours.  She shivered, but she did not catch cold.  Then she resolved on a bold expedient.

She noiselessly left her room, descended the stairs, and opened the gate into the garden.

The earth, covered with snows seemed dead.  She abruptly thrust forward her bare foot, and plunged it into the icy, fleecy snow.  A sensation of cold, painful as a wound, mounted to her heart.  However, she stretched out the other leg, and began to descend the steps slowly.

Then she advanced through the grass saying to herself: 

“I’ll go as far as the pine trees.”

She walked with quick steps, out of breath, gasping every time she plunged her foot into the snow.

She touched the first pine tree with her hand, as if to assure herself that she had carried out her plan to the end; then she went back into the house.  She thought two or three times that she was going to fall, so numbed and weak did she feel.  Before going in, however, she sat down in that icy fleece, and even took up several handfuls to rub on her chest.

Then she went in and got into bed.  It seemed to her at the end of an hour that she had a swarm of ants in her throat, and that other ants were running all over her limbs.  She slept, however.

Next day she was coughing and could not get up.

She had inflammation of the lungs.  She became delirious, and in her delirium she asked for a furnace.  The doctor insisted on having one put in.  Henry yielded, but with visible annoyance.

She was incurable.  Her lungs were seriously affected, and those about her feared for her life.

“If she remains here, she will not last until the winter,” said the doctor.

She was sent south.  She came to Cannes, made the acquaintance of the sun, loved the sea, and breathed the perfume of orange blossoms.

Then, in the spring, she returned north.

But she now lived with the fear of being cured, with the fear of the long winters of Normandy; and as soon as she was better she opened her window by night and recalled the sweet shores of the Mediterranean.

And now she is going to die.  She knows it and she is happy.

She unfolds a newspaper which she has not already opened, and reads this heading: 

“The first snow in Paris.”

She shivers and then smiles.  She looks across at the Esterel, which is becoming rosy in the rays of the setting sun.  She looks at the vast blue sky, so blue, so very blue, and the vast blue sea, so very blue also, and she rises from her seat.