However, we had no cause for fear.  Having no suspicion of my having been awake during his terrible interview with Theresa, he saw only two lonely and forsaken children, interrupted in their play.

Can I remember what he said to us?  Not exactly, though Arthur and I often went over it choked whispers in some secret nook of the dreary old house; but his meaning—­that we took in well enough.  Theresa had left us.  She would never come back.  We were not to look out of the window for her, or run to the door when the bell rang.  Our mother had left us too, a long time ago, and she lay in the cemetery where we sometimes carried flowers.  Theresa was not in the cemetery, but we must think of her as there; though not as if she had any need of flowers.  Having said this, he looked at us quietly for a minute.  Arthur was trying very hard not to cry, but I was sobbing like the lost child I was, with my cheek against the floor where I had thrown myself when he said that awful thing about the cemetery.  She there! my sister-mother there!  I think he felt a little sorry for me; for he half stooped as if to lift me up.  But he straightened again and said very sternly: 

“Now, children, listen to me.  When God takes people to heaven and leaves us only their cold, dead bodies we carry flowers to their graves and talk about them some if not very much.  But when people die because they love dark ways better than light, then we do not remember them with gifts and we do not talk about them.  Your sister’s name has been spoken for the last time in this house.  You, Arthur, are old enough to know what I mean when I say that I will never listen to another word about her from either you or Violet as long as you and I live.  She is gone and nothing that is mine shall she ever touch again.

“You hear me, Arthur; you hear me, Violet.  Heed me, or you go too.”

His aspect was terrible, so was his purpose; much more terrible than we realized at the time with our limited understanding and experience.  Later, we came to know the full meaning of this black drop which had been infused into our lives.  When we saw every picture of her destroyed which had been in the house; her name cut out from the leaves of books; the little tokens she had given us surreptitiously taken away, till not a vestige of her once beloved presence remained, we began to realize that we had indeed lost her.

But children as young as we were then do not long retain the poignancy of their first griefs.  Gradually my memories of that awful night ceased to disturb my dreams and I was sixteen before they were again recalled to me with any vividness, and then it was by accident.  I had been strolling through a picture gallery and had stopped short to study more particularly one which had especially taken my fancy.  There were two ladies sitting on a bench behind me and one of them was evidently very deaf, for their talk was loud, though I am sure they did not mean for me to hear, for they were discussing my family.  That is, one of them had said: