weeks this interference from her husband had enhanced
the amusement, giving an additional excitement to
the game. She felt herself to be woman misunderstood
and ill-used; and to some women there is nothing so
charming as a little mild ill-usage, which does not
interfere with their creature comforts, with their
clothes, or their carriage, or their sham jewels;
but suffices to afford them the indulgence of a grievance.
Of late, however, Mr Dobbs Broughton had become a little
too rough in his language, and things had gone uncomfortably.
She suspected that Conway Dalrymple was not the only
cause of all this. She had an idea that Mr Musselboro
and Mrs Van Siever had it in their power to make themselves
unpleasant, and that they were exercising this power.
Of his business in the City her husband never spoke
to her, nor she to him. Her own fortune had been
very small, some couple of thousand pounds or so,
and she conceived that she had no pretext on which
she could, unasked, interrogate him about his money.
She had no knowledge that marriage of itself had given
her the right to such interference; and had such knowledge
been hers she would have had no desire to interfere.
She hoped that the carriage and sham jewels would
be continued to her; but she did not know how to frame
any question on the subject. Touching the other
difficulty—the Conway Dalrymple difficulty—she
had her ideas. The tenderness of her friendship
had been trodden upon by and outraged by the rough
foot of an overbearing husband, and she was ill-used.
She would obey. It was becoming to her as a wife
that she should submit. She would give up Conway
Dalrymple, and would induce him—in spite
of his violent attachment to herself—to
take a wife. She herself would choose a wife
for him. She herself would, with suicidal hands,
destroy the love of her own life, since an overbearing,
brutal husband demanded that it should be destroyed.
She would sacrifice her own feelings, and do all in
her power to bring Conway Dalrymple and Clara Van Siever
together. If, after that, some poet did not immortalise
her friendship in Byronic verse, she certainly would
not get her due. Perhaps Conway Dalrymple would
himself become a poet in order that this might be done
properly. For it must be understood that, though
she expected Conway Dalrymple to marry, she expected
also that he should be Byronically wretched after
his marriage on account of his love for herself.
But there was certainly something wrong over and beyond the Dalrymple difficulty. The servants were not as civil as they used to be, and her husband, when she suggested to him a little dinner-party, snubbed her most unmercifully. The giving of dinner-parties had been his glory, and she had made the suggestion simply with the view of pleasing him. ’If the world were going round, the wrong way, a woman would still want a party,’ he had said, sneering at her. ’It was of you I was thinking, Dobbs,’ she replied; ‘not of myself.