him to make reading go far with him now that he was
near eighty. So he wandered about the room, and
sat here for a few minutes, and there for a few minutes,
and though he did not sleep much, he made the hours
of the night as many as possible. Every morning
he shambled across from the deanery to the cathedral,
and attended the morning service, sitting in the stall
which he had occupied for fifty years. The distance
was very short, not exceeding, indeed a hundred yards
from a side-door in the deanery to another side-door
into the cathedral; but short as it was there had
come to be a question whether he should be allowed
to go alone. It had been feared that he might
fall on his passage and hurt himself; for there was
a step here, and a step there, and the light was not
very good in the purlieus of the old cathedral.
A word or two had been said once, and the offer of
an arm to help him had been made; but he had rejected
the offered assistance—softly, indeed,
but still firmly—and every day he tottered
off by himself hardly lifting his feet as he went,
and aiding himself on his journey by a hand upon the
wall when he thought that nobody was looking at him.
But many did see him, and they who knew him—ladies
generally of the city—would offer him a
hand. Nobody was milder in his dislikings than
Mr Harding; but there were ladies in Barchester upon
whose arm he would always decline to lean, bowing courteously
as he did so, and saying a word or two of constrained
civility. There were others whom he would allow
to accompany him home to the door of the deanery,
with whom he delighted to linger and chat if the morning
was warm, and to whom he would tell little stories
of his own doings in the cathedral services in the
old days, when Bishop Grantly had ruled the diocese.
Never a word did he say against Bishop Proudie, or
against Bishop Proudie’s wife; but the many
words which he did say in praise of Bishop Grantly—who,
by his showing, was surely one of the best of churchmen
who ever walked through this vale of sorrow—were
as eloquent in dispraise of the existing prelate as
could ever have been any more clearly-pointed phrases.
This daily visit to the cathedral, where he would
say his prayers as he had said them for so many years,
and listen to the organ, of which he knew all the
power and every blemish as though he himself had made
the stops and fixed the pipes, was the chief occupation
of his life. It was a pity that it could not have
been made to cover a larger portion of his day.
It was sometimes sad enough to watch him as he sat alone. He would have a book near him, and for a while would keep it in his hands. It would generally be some volume of good old standard theology with which he had been, or supposed himself to have been, conversant from his youth. But the book would soon be laid aside, and gradually he would move himself away from it, and he would stand about the room, looking now out of a window from which he would fancy that he could not be seen, or gazing up at some