to do battle against her. ‘It is not probable,’
he continued to say in his letter, ’that you
will be able to make your report until after the trial
of this unfortunate gentleman shall have taken place,
and a verdict shall have been given. Should he
be acquitted, that, I imagine, should end the matter.
There can be no reason why we should attempt to go
beyond the verdict of a jury. But should he be
found guilty, I think we ought to be ready with such
steps as it will be becoming for us to take at the
expiration of any sentence which may be pronounced.
It will be, at any rate, expedient that in such a
case the matter should be brought before an ecclesiastical
court.’ he knew well as he wrote this, that
he was proposing something much milder than the course
intended by his wife when she had instigated him to
take proceedings in the matter; but he did not much
regard that now. Though he had been weak enough
to name certain clergymen as assessors with the rural
dean, because he thought that by doing so he would
to a certain degree conciliate his wife—though
he had been so far a coward, yet he was resolved that
he would not sacrifice to her his own judgment and
his own conscience in his manner of proceeding.
He kept no copy of his letter, so that he might be
unable to show her his very words when she should
ask to see them. Of course he would tell her what
he had done; but in telling her he would keep to himself
what he had said as to the result of an acquittal
in a civil court. She need not yet be told that
he had promised to take such a verdict as sufficing
also for an ecclesiastical acquittal. In this
spirit his letter was written and sent off before
he again saw his wife.
He did not meet her till they came together in the
drawing-room before dinner. In explaining the
whole truth as to circumstances as they existed at
the palace at the moment, it must be acknowledged that
Mrs Proudie herself, great as was her courage, and
wide as were the resources which she possessed within
herself, was somewhat appalled by the position of
affairs. I fear that it may now be too late for
me to excite much sympathy in the mind of any reader
on behalf of Mrs Proudie. I shall never be able
to make her popular. But she had virtues, and
their existence now made her unhappy. She did
regard the dignity of her husband, and she felt at
the present moment that she had almost compromised
it. She did also regard the welfare of the clergymen
around her, thinking of course in a general way that
certain of them who agreed with her were the clergymen
whose welfare should be studied, and that certain
of them who disagreed with her were the clergymen whose
welfare should be postponed. But now an idea
made its way into her bosom that she was not perhaps
doing the best for the welfare of the diocese generally.
What if it should come to pass that all the clergymen
of the diocese should refuse to open their mouths
in her presence on ecclesiastical subjects, as Dr
Tempest had done? This special day was not one
on which she was well contented with herself, though
by no means on that account was her anger mitigated
against the offending rural dean.