was necessary for her to conceal certain circumstances which would have prejudiced his mind against us; yet it was urgent to tell him the truth and to shew herself entirely submissive to his will.  I found myself placed in a strange position, and above all, I regretted having made the all-important application, precisely because it was certain to have too decisive a result.  I longed to get out of the state of indecision in which I was, and I was surprised to see my young mistress less anxious than I was.  We parted with heavy hearts, but with the hope that the next night would again bring us together, for the contrary did not seem to us possible.

The next day, after dinner, M. Ch.  C——­ called upon M. de Bragadin, but I did not shew myself.  He remained a couple of hours with my three friends, and as soon as he had gone I heard that his answer had been what the mother had told me, but with the addition of a circumstance most painful to me—­namely, that his daughter would pass the four years which were to elapse, before she could think of marriage, in a convent.  As a palliative to his refusal he had added, that, if by that time I had a well-established position in the world, he might consent to our wedding.

That answer struck me as most cruel, and in the despair in which it threw me I was not astonished when the same night I found the door by which I used to gain admittance to C——­ C——­ closed and locked inside.

I returned home more dead than alive, and lost twenty-four hours in that fearful perplexity in which a man is often thrown when he feels himself bound to take a decision without knowing what to decide.  I thought of carrying her off, but a thousand difficulties combined to prevent the execution of that scheme, and her brother was in prison.  I saw how difficult it would be to contrive a correspondence with my wife, for I considered C——­ C——­ as such, much more than if our marriage had received the sanction of the priest’s blessing or of the notary’s legal contract.

Tortured by a thousand distressing ideas, I made up my mind at last to pay a visit to Madame C——.  A servant opened the door, and informed me that madame had gone to the country; she could not tell me when she was expected to return to Venice.  This news was a terrible thunder-bolt to me; I remained as motionless as a statue; for now that I had lost that last resource I had no means of procuring the slightest information.

I tried to look calm in the presence of my three friends, but in reality I was in a state truly worthy of pity, and the reader will perhaps realize it if I tell him that in my despair I made up my mind to call on P——­ C——­ in his prison, in the hope that he might give me some information.

My visit proved useless; he knew nothing, and I did not enlighten his ignorance.  He told me a great many lies which I pretended to accept as gospel, and giving him two sequins I went away, wishing him a prompt release.