The Complete Memoirs of Jacques Casanova eBook

Giacomo Casanova
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 4,501 pages of information about The Complete Memoirs of Jacques Casanova.

The Complete Memoirs of Jacques Casanova eBook

Giacomo Casanova
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 4,501 pages of information about The Complete Memoirs of Jacques Casanova.

“Are we at Avignon now?”

“Yes, dearest.”

“Then I conscientiously discharge the trust which the countess placed in me when she embraced me for the last time this morning.  She made me swear not to say a word about it till we got to Avignon.”

“All this puzzles me, dearest; explain yourself.”

“She gave me a letter for you.”

“A letter?”

“Will you forgive me for not placing it in your hands sooner?”

“Certainly, if you passed your word to the countess; but where is this letter?”

“Wait a minute.”

She drew a large bundle of papers from her pocket, saying,—­

“This is my certificate of baptism.”

“I see you were born in 1746.”

“This is a certificate of ‘good conduct.’”

“Keep it, it may be useful to you.”

“This is my certificate of virginity.”

“That’s no use.  Did you get it from a midwife?”

“No, from the Patriarch of Venice.”

“Did he test the matter for himself?”

“No, he was too old; he trusted in me.”

“Well, well, let me see the letter.”

“I hope I haven’t lost it.”

“I hope not, to God.”

“Here is your brother’s promise of marriage; he wanted to be a
Protestant.”

“You may throw that into the fire.”

“What is a Protestant?”

“I will tell you another time.  Give me the letter.”

“Praised be God, here it is!”

“That’s lucky; but it has no address.”

My heart beat fast, as I opened it, and found, instead of an address, these words in Italian: 

“To the most honest man of my acquaintance.”

Could this be meant for me?  I turned down the leaf, and read one word—­Henriette!  Nothing else; the rest of the paper was blank.

At the sight of that word I was for a moment annihilated.

“Io non mori, e non rimasi vivo.”

Henriette!  It was her style, eloquent in its brevity.  I recollected her last letter from Pontarlier, which I had received at Geneva, and which contained only one word—­Farewell!

Henriette, whom I had loved so well, whom I seemed at that moment to love as well as ever.  “Cruel Henriette,” said I to myself, “you saw me and would not let me see you.  No doubt you thought your charms would not have their old power, and feared lest I should discover that after all you were but mortal.  And yet I love you with all the ardour of my early passion.  Why did you not let me learn from your own mouth that you were happy?  That is the only question I should have asked you, cruel fair one.  I should not have enquired whether you loved me still, for I feel my unworthiness, who have loved other women after loving the most perfect of her sex.  Adorable Henriette, I will fly to you to-morrow, since you told me that I should be always welcome.”

I turned these thoughts over in my own mind, and fortified myself in this resolve; but at last I said,—­

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