At supper I thought I saw that Lebel was more delighted at having such a wife than at the prospect of enjoying her and satisfying a strong passion.  That calmed me; I could not be jealous of a man like that.  I perceived, too, that my sweetheart’s high spirits were more feigned than real; she wished to make me share them so as to render our separation less bitter, and to tranquillise her future husband as to the nature of our feelings for one another.  And when reason and time had quieted the tempest in my heart, I could not help thinking it very natural that she should be pleased at the prospect of being independent, and of enjoying a fortune.

We made an excellent supper, which we washed down so well that at last the gaiety which had been simulated ended by being real.  I looked at the charming Dubois with pleasure; I regarded her as a treasure which had belonged to me, and which after making me happy was with my full consent about to ensure the happiness of another.  It seemed to me that I had been magnanimous enough to give her the reward she deserved, like a good Mussulman who gives a favourite slave his freedom in return for his fidelity.  Her sallies made me laugh and recalled the happy moments I had passed with her, but the idea of her happiness prevented my regretting having yielded my rights to another.

As Lebel was obliged to return to Lausanne in order to get back to Soleure in two days, we had to part.  I embraced him and asked him to continue his friendship towards me, and he promised with great effusion to be my friend till death.  As we were going down the stair, my charming friend said, with great candour,

“I am not really gay, but I oblige myself to appear so.  I shall not be happy till the scar on my heart has healed.  Lebel can only claim my esteem, but I shall be his alone though my love be all for you.  When we see each other again, as from what you say I hope we shall, we shall be able to meet as true friends, and perhaps we shall congratulate each other on the wise part we have taken.  As for you, though I do not think you will forget me, I am sure that before long some more or less worthy object will replace me and banish your sorrow.  I hope it will be so.  Be happy.  I may be with child; and if it prove to be so, you shall have no cause to complain of my care of your child, which you shall take away when you please.  We made an agreement on this point yesterday.  We arranged that the marriage should not be consummated for two months; thus we shall be certain whether the child belongs to you or no, and we will let people think that it is the legitimate offspring of our marriage.  Lebel conceived this plan that he might have his mind at rest on the supposed force of blood, in which he declares he believes no more than I do.  He has promised to love the child as if he were its father.  If you write to me, I will keep you acquainted with everything; and if I have the happiness to give you a child, it will be much dearer to me than your ring.”