“. . .  While you’d been in mourning for your brother—­and it struck me that light gray was becoming to you.  Then such a queer thing happened:  I felt the great kindness of your eyes.  I thought they were full of—­the only word that seems to express it at all is charity—­and they had a sweet, faraway look, too, and I’ve always thought that a look of wistful kindness was the loveliest look in the world—­and you had it, and I saw it and then suddenly, as you held your hat in your hand, the sunshine on your hair seemed brighter than any sunshine I had ever seen—­and I began to tremble all over.  I didn’t understand what was the matter with me or what had made me afraid with you not of you—­all at once, but I was so hopelessly rattled that instead of waiting for the car, as I’d just told you I meant to, I said I’d decided to walk, and got away—­without any breath left to breathe with!  I couldn’t have gotten on the car with you—–­ and I couldn’t have spoken another word.

“And as I walked home, trembling all the way, I saw that strange, dazzling sunshine on your hair, and the wistful, kind look in your eyes—­you seemed not to have taken the car but to have come with me—­and I was uplifted and exalted oh, so strangely—­oh, how the world was changing for me!  And when I got near home, I began to walk faster, and on the front path I broke into a run and rushed in the house to the piano—­and it was as if my fingers were thirsty for the keys!  Then I saw that I was playing to you and knew that I loved you.

“I love you!

“How different everything is now from everything before.  Music means what it never did:  Life has leaped into blossom for me.  Everywhere there is colour and radiance that I had never seen—­the air is full of perfume.  Dear, the sunshine that fell upon your head has spread over the world!

“I understand, as I never understood, that the world—­so dazzling to me now—­was made for love and is meaningless without it.  The years until yesterday are gray—­no, not gray, because that was the colour You were wearing—­not gray, because that is a beautiful colour.  The empty years until yesterday had no colour at all.  Yes, the world has meaning only through loving, and without meaning there is no real life.  We live only by loving, and now that this gift of life has come to me I love all the world.  I feel that I must be so kind, kind, kind to everybody!  Such an odd thing struck me as my greatest wish.  When I was little, I remember grandmother telling me how, when she was a child in pioneer days, the women made the men’s clothes—­homespun—­and how a handsome young Circuit Rider, who was a bachelor, seemed to her the most beautifully dressed man she had ever seen.  The women of the different churches made his clothes, as they did their husbands’ and brothers.’ you see—­only better!  It came into my head that that would be the divinest happiness that I could know—­to sew for