Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 13: Holland and Germany eBook

Giacomo Casanova
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 128 pages of information about Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 13.

Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 13: Holland and Germany eBook

Giacomo Casanova
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 128 pages of information about Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 13.

“I feel very weak; for the last three days I have only taken a little broth and chocolate.”

At these words her face fell, and she began to weep.

After a moment’s silence she went to my desk, took a pen, and wrote a few lines, which she brought to me.  They were,—­

“Dear, if a large sum of money, beyond what my father owes you, can remove or even soothe your grief I can be your doctor, and you ought to know that your accepting my treatment would make me happy.”

I took her hands and kissed them affectionately, saying,—­

“No, dear Esther, generous Esther, it is not money I want, for if I did I would ask you and your father as a friend:  what I want, and what no one can give me, is a resolute mind, and determination to act for the best.”

“Ask advice of your oracle.”

I could not help laughing.

“Why do you laugh?” said she, “if I am not mistaken, the oracle must know a remedy for your woes.”

“I laughed, dearest, because I felt inclined to tell you to consult the oracle this time.  As for me I will have nothing to do with it, lest the cure be worse than the disease.”

“But you need not follow your advice unless you like it.”

“No, one is free to act as one thinks fit; but not to follow the advice of the oracle would be a contempt of the intelligence which directs it.”

Esther could say no more, and stood silent for several minutes, and then said that if I like she would stay with me for the rest of the day.  The joy which illumined my countenance was manifest, and I said that if she would stay to dinner I would get up, and no doubt her presence would give me an appetite.  “Ah!” said she, “I will make you the dish you are so fond of.”  She ordered the sedan-chairs to be sent back, and went to my landlady to order an appetising repast, and to procure the chafing-dish and the spirits of wine she required for her own cooking.

Esther was an angel, a treasure, who consented to become mine if I would communicate to her a science which did not exist.  I felt that I was looking forward to spending a happy day; this shewed me that I could forget Manon, and I was delighted with the idea.  I got out of bed, and when Esther came back and found me on my feet she gave a skip of pleasure.  “Now,” said she, “you must oblige me by dressing, and doing your hair as if you were going to a ball.”

“That,” I answered, “is a funny idea, but as it pleases you it pleases me.”

I rang for Le Duc, and told him I wanted to have my hair done, and to be dressed as if I were going to a ball.  “Choose the dress that suits me best.”

“No,” said Esther, “I will choose it myself.”

Le Duc opened my trunk, and leaving her to rummage in it he came to shave me, and to do my hair.  Esther, delighted with her task, called in the assistance of her governess.  She put on my bed a lace shirt, and the suit she found most to her taste.  Then coming close, as if to see whether Le Duc was dressing my hair properly, she said,

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