certain slight liberties, and would not prove over-scrupulous,
and with that idea I made up my mind to shew her that
I fully understood her. I felt no remorse of
conscience on the score of her parents, who, in my
estimation, were as careless as herself; I had no
dread of being the first to give the alarm to her
innocence, or to enlighten her mind with the gloomy
light of malice, but, unwilling either to be the dupe
of feeling or to act against it, I resolved to reconnoitre
the ground. I extend a daring hand towards her
person, and by an involuntary movement she withdraws,
blushes, her cheerfulness disappears, and, turning
her head aside as if she were in search of something,
she waits until her agitation has subsided. The
whole affair had not lasted one minute. She came
back, abashed at the idea that she had proved herself
rather knowing, and at the dread of having perhaps
given a wrong interpretation to an action which might
have been, on my part, perfectly innocent, or the
result of politeness. Her natural laugh soon
returned, and, having rapidly read in her mind all
I have just described, I lost no time in restoring
her confidence, and, judging that I would venture
too much by active operations, I resolved to employ
the following morning in a friendly chat during which
I could make her out better.
In pursuance of that plan, the next morning, as we
were talking, I told her that it was cold, but that
she would not feel it if she would lie down near me.
“Shall I disturb you?” she said.
“No; but I am thinking that if your mother happened
to come in, she would be angry.”
“Mother would not think of any harm.”
“Come, then. But Lucie, do you know what
danger you are exposing yourself to?”
“Certainly I do; but you are good, and, what
is more, you are a priest.”
“Come; only lock the door.”
“No, no, for people might think.... I do
not know what.” She laid down close by
me, and kept on her chatting, although I did not understand
a word of what she said, for in that singular position,
and unwilling to give way to my ardent desires, I
remained as still as a log.
Her confidence in her safety, confidence which was
certainly not feigned, worked upon my feelings to
such an extent that I would have been ashamed to take
any advantage of it. At last she told me that
nine o’clock had struck, and that if old Count
Antonio found us as we were, he would tease her with
his jokes. “When I see that man,”
she said, “I am afraid and I run away.”
Saying these words, she rose from the bed and left
the room.