Dubliners eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 256 pages of information about Dubliners.

Dubliners eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 256 pages of information about Dubliners.
the gate, his peaked cap pushed back on his head and his hair tumbled forward over a face of bronze.  Then they had come to know each other.  He used to meet her outside the Stores every evening and see her home.  He took her to see The Bohemian Girl and she felt elated as she sat in an unaccustomed part of the theatre with him.  He was awfully fond of music and sang a little.  People knew that they were courting and, when he sang about the lass that loves a sailor, she always felt pleasantly confused.  He used to call her Poppens out of fun.  First of all it had been an excitement for her to have a fellow and then she had begun to like him.  He had tales of distant countries.  He had started as a deck boy at a pound a month on a ship of the Allan Line going out to Canada.  He told her the names of the ships he had been on and the names of the different services.  He had sailed through the Straits of Magellan and he told her stories of the terrible Patagonians.  He had fallen on his feet in Buenos Ayres, he said, and had come over to the old country just for a holiday.  Of course, her father had found out the affair and had forbidden her to have anything to say to him.

“I know these sailor chaps,” he said.

One day he had quarrelled with Frank and after that she had to meet her lover secretly.

The evening deepened in the avenue.  The white of two letters in her lap grew indistinct.  One was to Harry; the other was to her father.  Ernest had been her favourite but she liked Harry too.  Her father was becoming old lately, she noticed; he would miss her.  Sometimes he could be very nice.  Not long before, when she had been laid up for a day, he had read her out a ghost story and made toast for her at the fire.  Another day, when their mother was alive, they had all gone for a picnic to the Hill of Howth.  She remembered her father putting on her mothers bonnet to make the children laugh.

Her time was running out but she continued to sit by the window, leaning her head against the window curtain, inhaling the odour of dusty cretonne.  Down far in the avenue she could hear a street organ playing.  She knew the air Strange that it should come that very night to remind her of the promise to her mother, her promise to keep the home together as long as she could.  She remembered the last night of her mother’s illness; she was again in the close dark room at the other side of the hall and outside she heard a melancholy air of Italy.  The organ-player had been ordered to go away and given sixpence.  She remembered her father strutting back into the sickroom saying: 

“Damned Italians! coming over here!”

As she mused the pitiful vision of her mother’s life laid its spell on the very quick of her being—­that life of commonplace sacrifices closing in final craziness.  She trembled as she heard again her mother’s voice saying constantly with foolish insistence: 

“Derevaun Seraun!  Derevaun Seraun!”

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