of its contents. Madame de Lamotte wrote that
she found herself obliged to follow this nameless
person to Lyons; and she begged me to send her news
of her husband and of the state of his affairs, but
said not one single word of any probable return.
I became very uneasy at the news of this clandestine
departure. I had no security except a private
contract annulling our first agreement on the payment
of one hundred thousand livres, and that this was
not a sufficient and regular receipt I knew, because
the lawyer had already refused to surrender Monsieur
de Lamotte’s power of attorney. I thought
over all the difficulties which this flight, which
would have to be kept secret, was likely to produce,
and I started for Lyons without writing or giving
any notice of my intention. I had no information,
I did not even know whether Madame de Lamotte was
passing by another name, as at Versailles, but chance
decreed that I met her the very day of my arrival.
She was alone, and complained bitterly of her fate,
saying she had been compelled to follow this individual
to Lyons, but that very soon she would be free and
would return to Paris. But I was struck by the
uncertainty of her manner, and said I should not leave
her without obtaining a deed in proof of our recent
arrangements. She refused at first, saying it
was unnecessary, as she would so soon return; but
I insisted strongly. I told her I had already
com promised myself by telling Monsieur de Lamotte
that she was at Versailles, endeavouring to procure
an appointment for her son; that since she had been
compelled to come to Lyons, the same person might take
her elsewhere, so that she might disappear any day,
might leave France without leaving any trace, without
any written acknowledgment of her own dishonour; and
that when all these falsehoods were discovered, I should
appear in the light of an accomplice. I said
also that, as she had unfortunately lodged in my house
in Paris, and had requested me to remove her son from
his school, explanations would be required from me,
and perhaps I should be accused of this double disappearance.
Finally, I declared that if she did not give me some
proofs of her existence, willingly or unwillingly,
I would go at once to a magistrate. My firmness
made her reflect. ‘My good Monsieur Derues,’
she said, ’I ask your forgiveness for all the
trouble I have caused you. I will give you this
deed to-morrow, to-day it is too late; but come to
this same place to-morrow, and you shall see me again.’
I hesitated, I confess, to let her go. ‘Ah,’
she said, grasping my hands, ’do not suspect
me of intending to deceive you! I swear that
I will meet you here at four o’clock.
It is enough that I have ruined myself, and perhaps
my son, without also entangling you in my unhappy
fate. Yes, you are right; this deed is important,
necessary for you, and you shall have it. But
do not show yourself here; if you were seen, I might
not be able to do what I ought to do. To-morrow