Another day, A. S., one of his friends, came into his room.  Sand, who had heard him coming up, was standing by the table, with a paper-knife in his hand, waiting for him; directly the visitor came in, Sand flung himself upon him, struck him lightly on the forehead; and then, as he put up his hands to ward off the blow, struck him rather more violently in the chest; then, satisfied with this experiment, said:—­

“You see, when you want to kill a man, that is the way to do it; you threaten the face, he puts up his hands, and while he does so you thrust a dagger into his heart.”

The two young men laughed heartily over this murderous demonstration, and A. S. related it that evening at the wine-shop as one of the peculiarities of character that were common in his friend.  After the event, the pantomime explained itself.

The month of March arrived.  Sand became day by day calmer, more affectionate, and kinder; it might be thought that in the moment of leaving his friends for ever he wished to leave them an ineffaceable remembrance of him.  At last he announced that on account of several family affairs he was about to undertake a little journey, and set about all his preparations with his usual care, but with a serenity never previously seen in him.  Up to that time he had continued to work as usual, not relaxing for an instant; for there was a possibility that Kotzebue might die or be killed by somebody else before the term that Sand had fixed to himself, and in that case he did not wish to have lost time.  On the 7th of March he invited all his friends to spend the evening with him, and announced his departure for the next day but one, the 9th.  All of them then proposed to him to escort him for some leagues, but Sand refused; he feared lest this demonstration, innocent though it were, might compromise them later on.  He set forth alone, therefore, after having hired his lodgings for another half-year, in order to obviate any suspicion, and went by way of Erfurt and Eisenach, in order to visit the Wartburg.  From that place he went to Frankfort, where he slept on the 17th, and on the morrow he continued his journey by way of Darmstadt.  At last, on the 23rd, at nine in the morning, he arrived at the top of the little hill where we found him at the beginning of this narrative.  Throughout the journey he had been the amiable and happy young man whom no one could see without liking.

Having reached Mannheim, he took a room at the Weinberg, and wrote his name as “Henry” in the visitors’ list.  He immediately inquired where Kotzebue lived.  The councillor dwelt near the church of the Jesuits; his house was at the corner of a street, and though Sand’s informants could not tell him exactly the letter, they assured him it was not possible to mistake the house. [At Mannheim houses are marked by letters, not by numbers.]

Sand went at once to Kotzebue’s house:  it was about ten o’clock; he was told that the councillor went to walk for an hour or two every morning in the park of Mannheim.  Sand inquired about the path in which he generally walked, and about the clothes he wore, for never having seen him he could only recognise him by the description.  Kotzebue chanced to take another path.  Sand walked about the park for an hour, but seeing no one who corresponded to the description given him, went back to the house.