answering curves in their bowed necks, as if they
had snake’s blood under their white feathers;
and grave, high-shouldered herons standing on one
foot like cripples, and looking at life round them
with the cold stare of monumental effigies.—A
very odd page indeed! Not a creature in it without
a curve or a twist, and not one of them a mean figure
to look at. You can make your own comment; I
am fanciful, you know. I believe she is trying
to idealize what we vulgarly call deformity, which
she strives to look at in the light of one of Nature’s
eccentric curves, belonging to her system of beauty,
as the hyperbola, and parabola belong to the conic
sections, though we cannot see them as symmetrical
and entire figures, like the circle and ellipse.
At any rate, I cannot help referring this paradise
of twisted spines to some idea floating in her head
connected with her friend whom Nature has warped in
the moulding.—That is nothing to another
transcendental fancy of mine. I believe her soul
thinks itself in his little crooked body at times,—if
it does not really get freed or half freed from her
own. Did you ever see a case of catalepsy?
You know what I mean,—transient loss of
sense, will, and motion; body and limbs taking any
position in which they are put, as if they belonged
to a lay-figure. She had been talking with him
and listening to him one day when the boarders moved
from the table nearly all at once. But she sat
as before, her cheek resting on her hand, her amber
eyes wide open and still. I went to her, she
was breathing as usual, and her heart was beating
naturally enough,—but she did not answer.
I bent her arm; it was as plastic as softened wax,
and kept the place I gave it.—This will
never do, though, and I sprinkled a few drops of water
on her forehead. She started and looked round.—I
have been in a dream,—she said;—I
feel as if all my strength were in this arm;—give
me your hand!—She took my right hand in
her left, which looked soft and white enough, but—Good
Heaven! I believe she will crack my bones!
All the nervous power in her body must have flashed
through those muscles; as when a crazy lady snaps
her iron window-bars,—she who could hardly
glove herself when in her common health. Iris
turned pale, and the tears came to her eyes;—she
saw she had given pain. Then she trembled, and
might have fallen but for me;—the poor
little soul had been in one of those trances that
belong to the spiritual pathology of higher natures,
mostly those of women.
To come back to this wondrous book of Iris. Two pages faced each other which I took for symbolical expressions of two states of mind. On the left hand, a bright blue sky washed over the page, specked with a single bird. No trace of earth, but still the winged creature seemed to be soaring upward and upward. Facing it, one of those black dungeons such as Piranesi alone of all men has pictured. I am sure she must have seen those awful prisons of