thy race; why,
thou has sought converts and pupils;
why, in seeing life after life voluntarily dropping
from our starry order, thou still aspirest to renew
the vanished, and repair the lost; why, amidst thy
calculations, restless and unceasing as the wheels
of Nature herself, thou recoilest from the
thought
to be alone! So with myself; at
last I, too, seek a convert, an equal,—I,
too, shudder to be alone! What thou hast warned
me of has come to pass. Love reduces all things
to itself. Either must I be drawn down to the
nature of the beloved, or hers must be lifted to my
own. As whatever belongs to true Art has always
necessarily had attraction for
us, whose very
being is in the ideal whence Art descends, so in this
fair creature I have learned, at last, the secret that
bound me to her at the first glance. The daughter
of music,—music, passing into her being,
became poetry. It was not the stage that attracted
her, with its hollow falsehoods; it was the land in
her own fancy which the stage seemed to centre and
represent. There the poetry found a voice,—there
it struggled into imperfect shape; and then (that land
insufficient for it) it fell back upon itself.
It coloured her thoughts, it suffused her soul; it
asked not words, it created not things; it gave birth
but to emotions, and lavished itself on dreams.
At last came love; and there, as a river into the
sea, it poured its restless waves, to become mute
and deep and still,—the everlasting mirror
of the heavens.
And is it not through this poetry which lies within
her that she may be led into the large poetry of the
universe! Often I listen to her careless talk,
and find oracles in its unconscious beauty, as we find
strange virtues in some lonely flower. I see her
mind ripening under my eyes; and in its fair fertility
what ever-teeming novelties of thought! O Mejnour!
how many of our tribe have unravelled the laws of the
universe,—have solved the riddles of the
exterior nature, and deduced the light from darkness!
And is not the poet, who studies nothing but
the human heart, a greater philosopher than all?
Knowledge and atheism are incompatible. To know
Nature is to know that there must be a God. But
does it require this to examine the method and architecture
of creation? Methinks, when I look upon a pure
mind, however ignorant and childlike, that I see the
August and Immaterial One more clearly than in all
the orbs of matter which career at His bidding through
space.
Rightly is it the fundamental decree of our order,
that we must impart our secrets only to the pure.
The most terrible part of the ordeal is in the temptations
that our power affords to the criminal. If it
were possible that a malevolent being could attain
to our faculties, what disorder it might introduce
into the globe! Happy that it is not possible;
the malevolence would disarm the power. It is
in the purity of Viola that I rely, as thou more vainly