to conclusions. (I have smiled at one or two passages
in the “Biography,” in which my own disposition
or behavior forms the subject of talk.) She formed
conclusions that might be wrong, and built up whole
theories of character upon them. New to the London
world, she entered it with an independent, indomitable
spirit of her own; and judged of contemporaries, and
especially spied out arrogance or affectation, with
extraordinary keenness of vision. She was angry
with her favorites if their conduct or conversation
fell below her ideal. Often she seemed to me
to be judging the London folk prematurely: but
perhaps the city is rather angry at being judged.
I fancied an austere little Joan of Arc marching in
upon us, and rebuking our easy lives, our easy morals.
She gave me the impression of being a very pure, and
lofty, and high-minded person. A great and holy
reverence of right and truth seemed to be with her
always. Such, in our brief interview, she appeared
to me. As one thinks of that life so noble, so
lonely—of that passion for truth—of
those nights and nights of eager study, swarming fancies,
invention, depression, elation, prayer; as one reads
the necessarily incomplete, though most touching and
admirable history of the heart that throbbed in this
one little frame—of this one amongst the
myriads of souls that have lived and died on this
great earth—this great earth?—this
little speck in the infinite universe of God,—with
what wonder do we think of to-day, with what awe await
to-morrow, when that which is now but darkly seen
shall be clear! As I read this little fragmentary
sketch, I think of the rest. Is it? And where
is it? Will not the leaf be turned some day,
and the story be told? Shall the deviser of the
tale somewhere perfect the history of little EMMA’S
griefs and troubles? Shall titania come forth
complete with her sportive court, with the flowers
at her feet, the forest around her, and all the stars
of summer glittering overhead?
How well I remember the delight, and wonder, and pleasure with which I read “Jane Eyre,” sent to me by an author whose name and sex were then alike unknown to me; the strange fascinations of the book; and how with my own work pressing upon me, I could not, having taken the volumes up, lay them down until they were read through! Hundreds of those who, like myself, recognized and admired that master-work of a great genius, will look with a mournful interest and regard and curiosity upon the last fragmentary sketch from the noble hand which wrote “Jane Eyre.”