projected oranges and apples, accompanied with some
invective. Yet there is certainly something to
interest us in the examination of that cheerless damp
closet, whose painted wooden walls no furniture or
company can make habitable, wherein our friend is
to spend so many vapid days and restless nights.
The sight of these apartments, yclept
state-
rooms,—Heaven
knows why, except it be from their want of cosiness,—is
full of keen reminiscences to most Californians who
have not outgrown the memories of that dreary interval
when, in obedience to nature’s wise compensations,
homesickness was blotted out by sea-sickness, and
both at last resolved into a chaotic and distempered
dream, whose details we now recognize. The steamer
chair that we used to drag out upon the narrow strip
of deck and doze in, over the pages of a well-thumbed
novel; the deck itself, of afternoons, redolent with
the skins of oranges and bananas, of mornings, damp
with salt-water and mopping; the netted bulwark, smelling
of tar in the tropics, and fretted on the weather
side with little saline crystals; the villanously
compounded odors of victuals from the pantry, and oil
from the machinery; the young lady that we used to
flirt with, and with whom we shared our last novel,
adorned with marginal annotations; our own chum; our
own bore; the man who was never sea-sick; the two events
of the day, breakfast and dinner, and the dreary interval
between; the tremendous importance giver, to trifling
events and trifling people; the young lady who kept
a journal; the newspaper, published on board, filled
with mild pleasantries and impertinences, elsewhere
unendurable; the young lady who sang; the wealthy
passenger; the popular passenger; the—
[Let us sit down for a moment until this qualmishness,
which these associations and some infectious quality
of the atmosphere seem to produce, has passed away.
What becomes of our steamer friends? Why are
we now so apathetic about them? Why is it that
we drift away from them so unconcernedly, forgetting
even their names and faces? Why, when we do remember
them, do we look at them so suspiciously, with an undefined
idea that, in the unrestrained freedom of the voyage,
they became possessed of some confidence and knowledge
of our weaknesses that we never should have imparted?
Did we make any such confessions? Perish the
thought. The popular man, however, is not now
so popular. We have heard finer voices than that
of the young lady who sang so sweetly. Our chum’s
fascinating qualities, somehow, have deteriorated on
land; so have those of the fair young novel-reader,
now the wife of an honest miner in Virginia City.]
—The passenger who made so many trips,
and exhibited a reckless familiarity with the officers;
the officers themselves, now so modest and undemonstrative,
a few hours later so all-powerful and important,—these
are among the reminiscences of most Californians, and
these are to be remembered among the experiences of
our friend. Yet he feels, as we all do, that
his past experience will be of profit to him, and
has already the confident air of an old voyager.