Malcolm and Patrick had been borne off by James’s quitting the Castle; Bedford remained longer, having affairs to arrange with the Queen. As he left her, he too turned aside to the window where Esclairmonde sat as usual spinning, and Lady Montagu not far off, but at present absorbed by her father, who was to remain in France.
One moment’s hesitation, and then Bedford stepped towards the Demoiselle de Luxemburg, and greeted her. She looked up in his face, and saw its settled look of sad patient energy, which made it full ten years older in appearance than when they had sat together at Pentecost, and she marked the badge that he had assumed, a torn-up root with the motto, ’The root is dead.’
‘Ah! my lord, things are changed,’ she could not help saying, as she felt that he yearned for comfort.
‘Changed indeed!’ he said; ‘God’s will be done! Lady,’ he added, ’you wot of that which once passed between us. I was grieved at first that you chose a different protector in your need.’
‘You could not, my lord,’ faltered Esclairmonde, crimson as she never had been when speaking to Malcolm.
‘No, I could not,’ said Bedford; ’and, lady, my purpose was to thank you for the generous soul that perceived that so it is. You spared me from a cruel case. I have no self any longer, Esclairmonde; all I am, all I have, all I can, must be spent in guarding Harry’s work for his boy. To all else I am henceforth dead; and all I can do is to be thankful, lady, that you have spared me the sorest trial of all, both to heart and honour.’
Esclairmonde’s eyes were downcast, as she said, ’Heaven is the protector of those of true and kind purpose;’ and then gathering courage, as being perfectly aware to whom Bedford must give his hand if he would conciliate Burgundy, she added, ’And, verily, Sir, the way of policy is this time a happy one. Let me but tell you how I have known and loved gentle Lady Anne.’
Bedford shook his head with a half smile and a heavy sigh. ’Time fails me, dear lady,’ he said; ’and I cannot brook any maiden’s praise, even from you. I only wait to ask whether there be any way yet left wherein I can serve you. I will strive to deal with your kinsmen to restore your lands.’
‘Hold!’ said Esclairmonde. ’Never for lands of mine will I have your difficulties added to. No—let them go! It was a vain, proud dream when I thought myself most humble, to become a foundress; and if I know my kinsmen, they will be too much angered to bestow on me the dower required by a convent. No, Sir; all I would dare to inquire would be, whether you have any voice in choosing the bedeswomen of St. Katharine’s Hospital?’
’The bedeswomen! They come chiefly from the citizens, not from princely houses like yours!’ said John, in consternation.
‘I have done with princely houses,’ said Esclairmonde. ’A Flemish maiden would be of no small service among the many whom trade brings to your port from the Netherlands, and my longing has ever been to serve my Lord through His poor and afflicted.’