further back, the spot where Jack Hamlin had forced
upon him that grim memento of the attempted robbery
of their cabin, which he had kept ever since.
He half smiled again at the superstitious interest
that had made him keep it, with the intention of some
day returning to bury it, with all recollections of
the deed, under the site of the old cabin. As
he went on in the vivifying influence of the air and
scene, new life seemed to course through his veins;
his step seemed to grow as elastic as in the old days
of their bitter but hopeful struggle for fortune,
when he had gayly returned from his weekly tramp to
Boomville laden with the scant provision procured by
their scant earnings and dying credit. Those
were the days when her living image still inspired
his heart with faith and hope; when everything was
yet possible to youth and love, and before the irony
of fate had given him fortune with one hand only to
withdraw her with the other. It was strange
and cruel that coming back from his quest of rest and
forgetfulness he should find only these youthful and
sanguine dreams revive with his reviving vigor.
He walked on more hurriedly as if to escape them,
and was glad to be diverted by one or two carryalls
and char-a-bancs filled with gayly dressed pleasure
parties—evidently visitors to Hymettus—which
passed him on the road. Here were the first signs
of change. He recalled the train of pack-mules
of the old days, the file of pole-and-basket carrying
Chinese, the squaw with the papoose strapped to her
shoulder, or the wandering and foot-sore prospector,
who were the only wayfarers he used to meet.
He contrasted their halts and friendly greetings with
the insolent curiosity or undisguised contempt of
the carriage folk, and smiled as he thought of the
warning of the blacksmith. But this did not long
divert him; he found himself again returning to his
previous thought. Indeed, the face of a young
girl in one of the carriages had quite startled him
with its resemblance to an old memory of his lost
love as he saw her,—her frail, pale elegance
encompassed in laces as she leaned back in her drive
through Fifth Avenue, with eyes that lit up and became
transfigured only as he passed. He tried to think
of his useless quest in search of her last resting-place
abroad; how he had been baffled by the opposition of
her surviving relations, already incensed by the thought
that her decline had been the effect of her hopeless
passion. He tried to recall the few frigid lines
that reconveyed to him the last letter he had sent
her, with the announcement of her death and the hope
that “his persecutions” would now cease.
A wild idea had sometimes come to him out of the very
insufficiency of his knowledge of this climax, but
he had always put it aside as a precursor of that
madness which might end his ceaseless thought.
And now it was returning to him, here, thousands of
miles away from where she was peacefully sleeping,
and even filling him with the vigor of youthful hope.