willingly giving herself over to dreams and visions
is more possible to the old than to the young.
Her confidence and hope for her good friends of Compiegne
gave way before the continued tale of their sufferings,
and the inveterate siege which was driving them to
desperation. No doubt the worst news was told
to Jeanne, and twice over she made a desperate attempt
to escape, in hope of being able to succour them,
but without any sanction, as she confesses, from her
spiritual instructors. At Beaulieu the attempt
was simple enough: the narrative seems to imply
that the doorway, or some part of the wall of her
room, had been closed with laths or planks nailed across
an opening: and between these she succeeded in
slipping, “as she was very slight,” with
the hope of locking the door to an adjoining guard-room
upon the men who had charge of her, and thus getting
free. But alas! The porter of the chateau,
who had no business there, suddenly appeared in the
corridor, and she was discovered and taken back to
her chamber. At Beaurevoir, which was farther
off, her attempt was a much more desperate one, and
indicates a despair and irritation of mind which had
become unbearable. At this place her own condition
was much alleviated; the castle was the residence
of Jean de Luxembourg’s wife and aunt, ladies
who visited Jeanne continually, and soon became interested
and attached to her; but as the master of the house
was himself in the camp before Compiegne, they had
the advantage or disadvantage, as far as the prisoner
was concerned, of constant news, and Jeanne’s
trouble for her friends grew daily.
She seems, indeed, after the assurance she had expressed
at first, to have fallen into great doubt and even
carried on within herself a despairing argument with
her spiritual guides on this point, battling with
these saintly influences as in the depths of the troubled
heart many have done with the Creator Himself in similar
circumstances. “How,” she cried,
“could God let them perish who had been so good
and loyal to their King?” St. Catherine replied
gently that He would Himself care for these bons
amis, and even promised that “before the
St. Martin” relief would come. But Jeanne
had probably by this time—in her great
disappointment and loneliness, and with the sense in
her of so much power to help were she only free—got
beyond her own control. They bade her to be patient.
One of them, amid their exhortations to accept her
fate cheerfully, and not to be astonished at it, seems
to have conveyed to her mind the impression that she
should not be delivered till she had seen the King
of England. “Truly I will not see him!
I would rather die than fall into the hands of the
English,” cried Jeanne in her petulance.
The King of England is spoken of always, it is curious
to note, as if he had been a great, severe ruler like
his father, never as the child he really was.
But Jeanne in her helplessness and impotence was impatient
even with her saints. Day by day the news came