she didn’t; she knew where the earliest chestnut
buds were to be found in the Bois, when the slopes
of the Buttes Chaumont were green, and which was the
old woman who sold the cheapest flowers before the
Madeleine. Alone and independent, she earned the
affection of Madame Bibelot, the concierge, and, what
was more, her confidence. Her outgoings and incomings
were never questioned. The little American could
take care of herself. Ah, if her son Jacques were
only as reasonable! Miss Maynard might have made
more friends had she cared; she might have joined
hands with the innocent and light-hearted poverty of
the coterie of her own artistic compatriots, but something
in her blood made her distrust Bohemianism; her poverty
was something to her too sacred for jest or companionship;
her own artistic aim was too long and earnest for
mere temporary enthusiasms. She might have found
friends in her own profession. Her professor
opened the sacred doors of his family circle to the
young American girl. She appreciated the delicacy,
refinement, and cheerful equal responsibilities of
that household, so widely different from the accepted
Anglo-Saxon belief, but there were certain restrictions
that rightly or wrongly galled her American habits
of girlish freedom, and she resolutely tripped past
the first etage four or five flights higher to her
attic, the free sky, and independence! Here she
sometimes met another kind of independence in Monsieur
Alphonse, aged twenty two, and she who ought to have
been Madame Alphonse, aged seventeen, and they often
exchanged greetings on the landing with great respect
towards each other, and, oddly enough, no confusion
or distrait. Later they even borrowed each other’s
matches without fear and without reproach, until one
day Monsieur Alphonse’s parents took him away,
and the desolated soi-disant Madame Alphonse, in a
cheerful burst of confidence, gave Helen her private
opinion of monsieur, and from her seventeen years’
experience warned the American infant of twenty against
possible similar complications.
One day—it was near the examination for
prizes, and her funds were running low—she
was obliged to seek one of those humbler restaurants
she knew of for her frugal breakfast. But she
was not hungry, and after a few mouthfuls left her
meal unfinished as a young man entered and half abstractedly
took a seat at her table. She had already moved
towards the comptoir to pay her few sous, when, chancing
to look up in a mirror which hung above the counter,
reflecting the interior of the cafe, she saw the stranger,
after casting a hurried glance around him, remove
from her plate the broken roll and even the crumbs
she had left, and as hurriedly sweep them into his
pocket-handkerchief. There was nothing very strange
in this; she had seen something like it before in these
humbler cafes,—it was a crib for the birds
in the Tuileries Gardens, or the poor artist’s
substitute for rubber in correcting his crayon drawing!