Felix.
With reason greater
than they know. Ah, me!
Thought surges upon
thought, and has its will,
Care, gnawing upon care,
my soul must kill;
Love—hate—fear—pain:
I am of each the prey,
I grope for light, but
never find the day!
Oh, what I suffer thou
canst not conceive,
Each passion rages,
but can ne’er relieve;
For I have noble thoughts
that die still-born,
And I have thoughts
so base my soul I scorn.
I love the foolish wretch
who is my son,
I hate the folly which
hath all undone;
I mourn his death,—yet,
if I Polyeucte save,
I see of all my hopes
the cruel grave!
’Gainst Gods and
Emperor too sore the strife,
For my renown I fear,—fear
for my life.
I must myself undo to
save my son,
For, should I spare
him, then am I undone!
Albin.
Decius a father is,
and must excuse
A father’s love—oh,
he will not refuse!
Felix.
His edict is most clear:—’All
Christians are my foes.’
The higher be their
rank the more the evil grows.
If birth and state be
high, their crime shows more notorious,
If he who shield be
great, his fall the more inglorious;
And if I give Nearchus
to the flame
Yet stoop to shield
my own—thrice damned my name!
Albin.
If by thy fiat he cannot
escape the grave,
Implore of Decius’
grace the life thou canst not save.
Felix.
So would Severus work
my ruin quite—
I fear his power, his
wrath,—for might is right—
If crime with punishment
I do not mate.
How high soe’er,
worth what it may, I fear his hate,
For he is man, and feels
as man, and I
Once spurned his suit
with base indignity.
Yes, he at Decius’
ear would work may woe,
He loves Pauline, thus
Polyeucte is his foe:
All weapons possible
to love and war,
And those who let them
rust but laggards are.
I fear—and
fear doth give our vision scope—
E’en now he cherisheth
a tender hope;
He sees his rival prostrate
in the dust,
So, as a man he hopes—because
he must.
Can dark despair to
love and hope give place
To save the guilty from
deserved disgrace?
And were his worth so
matchless, so divine,
As to forbear all ill
to me and mine
Still I must own the
base, the coward hope,
’Gainst which
my strength is all too weak to cope,
That hope whose phoenix
ashes yet enthrall
The wretch who rises
but once more to fall;
Ambition is my master,
iron Fate,
I feel, obey, adore
thee, while I hate!
Polyeucte was once my
guard, my pride, my shield,
Yet can I, by Severus,
weapons wield,
Should he my daughter
wed, more tried, more true:
What wills Severus—that
will Decius do.
Upheld by him, e’en
Fortune I defy
And yet I shrink!—for
them, thrice base were I!