SEV.
Oh, I have thought of
all;
What worser ill can
dull despair befall?
She will not see me?
Fabian.
Yes, my lord, but—
SEV.
Cease!
Fabian.
’Twill but enhance
the grief I would appease.
SEV.
For hopeless ill, good
friend, I seek no cure.
Who welcomes death can
life’s short pain endure!
Fabian.
O lost indeed, if round
her fatal light you hover!—
The lover, losing all,
speaks hardly like a lover!
While passion still
is lord—the passion-swept is slave—
From this last bitterness
would I Severus save!
SEV.
That word, my friend,
unsay; tho’ grief this bosom tear,
The hand that wounds
I kiss—love vanquishes despair;
Fate only, not Pauline,
the foe that I accuse,
No plighted faith she
breaks who did this hand refuse.
Duty—her
father—Fate—these willed, she
but obeyed;
Not hers the woe, the
strife that envious Ate made!
Untimely, Fortune’s
shower must drown me, not revive;
Too lavish and too late
her fatal gifts arrive.
The golden apple falls,
the gold is turned to dross:
When Fate at Fortune
mocks, all gain is only loss!
Fabian.
Yes, I will go to tell
her thou hast drained
To the last drop the
cup that Fate ordained.
She knows thee hero,
but she feared that pain
Might prove thee also
man—by passion slain.
She feared Despair,
who gains the victory
O’er other men,
might e’en thy master be!
SEV.
Peace! Peace!
She comes!
Fabian.
To thine own self be
true!
SEV.
Nay! True to her!
Shall I her life undo?
She loves the Armenian!
Enter Pauline
Paul.
Yes, that debt I pay,
Hard—wrung,
acquitted,—his my love alway!
Who has my hand, he
holds—shall hold—my heart!
Truth is my guide,—let
sophistry depart!
Had Fate been kind,
then had Pauline been thine,
Heart, faith and duty,
linked with bliss divine.
In vain had fickle Fortune
barred the way,
Want had been wealth
with thee, my guide, my stay,
And poverty had fallen
from the wings
Of soaring love, who
mocks the wealth of kings!
Not mine to choose,
for he—my father’s choice—
Must needs be mine;
yes, when I heard his voice,
Duty must echo be:
if thou couldst cast
Before my feet an emperor’s
crown,—a past
By worth and glory lit—beloved,
adored—
Yet at my father’s
word, ’Not this thy lord;
Take one despised—nay,
loathed—to share thy bed,’—
Him, and not thee, beloved,
would I wed.
Duty, obedience, must
have been the part
Of me, who own their
sway, e’en with a broken heart!