It was like giving a glass of brandy neat to someone who had never been weaned from a milk diet.  I have not read Tom Cringle’s Log from that day to this, and I think that I should be unwilling now to break the charm of memory, which may be largely illusion.  But I remember a great deal of the plot and not a little of the language, and, while I am sure it is enchantingly spirited, I am quite as sure that the persons it describes were far from being unspotted by the world.  The scenes at night in the streets of Spanish Town surpassed not merely my experience, but, thank goodness, my imagination.  The nautical personages used, in their conversations, what is called ‘a class of language’, and there ran, if I am not mistaken, a glow and gust of life through the romance from beginning to end which was nothing if it was not resolutely pagan.

There were certain scenes and images in Tom Cringle’s Log which made not merely a lasting impression upon my mind, but tinged my outlook upon life.  The long adventures, fightings and escapes, sudden storms without, and mutinies within, drawn forth as they were, surely with great skill, upon the fiery blue of the boundless tropical ocean, produced on my inner mind a sort of glimmering hope, very vaguely felt at first, slowly developing, long stationary and faint, but always tending towards a belief that I should escape at last from the narrowness of the life we led at home, from this bondage to the Law and the Prophets.

I must not define too clearly, nor endeavour too formally to insist on the blind movements of a childish mind.  But of this I am quite sure, that the reading and re-reading of Tom Cringle’s Log did more than anything else, in this critical eleventh year of my life, to give fortitude to my individuality, which was in great danger—­as I now see—­of succumbing to the pressure my Father brought to bear upon it from all sides.  My soul was shut up, like Fatima, in a tower to which no external influences could come, and it might really have been starved to death, or have lost the power of recovery and rebound, if my captor, by some freak not yet perfectly accounted for, had not gratuitously opened a little window in it and added a powerful telescope.  The daring chapters of Michael Scott’s picaresque romance of the tropics were that telescope and that window.

In the spring of this year, I began to walk about the village and even proceed for considerable distances into the country by myself, and after reading Tom Cringle’s Log those expeditions were accompanied by a constant hope of meeting with some adventures.  I did not court events, however, except in fancy, for I was very shy of real people, and would break off some gallant dream of prowess on the high seas to bolt into a field and hide behind the hedge, while a couple of labouring men went by.  Sometimes, however, the wave of a great purpose would bear me on, as when once, but certainly at an earlier date than I have now reached, hearing the dangers of a persistent drought much dwelt upon, I carried my small red watering pot, full of water, up to the top of the village, and then all the way down Petittor Lane, and discharged its contents in a cornfield, hoping by this act to improve the prospects of the harvest.  A more eventful excursion must be described, because of the moral impression it left indelibly upon me.