Anastasia, who was married very young to a vicious
Jew, twice her own age. He was supposed to have
money, but I am afraid he had less than was nominated
in the bond, or else that his pretty young wife spent
it very fast. She has been a widow these six
or eight years, and has lived, I imagine, in rather
a hand-to-mouth fashion. I suppose she is some
six or eight and thirty years of age. In winter
one hears of her in Berlin, giving little suppers
to the artistic rabble there; in summer one often
sees her across the green table at Ems and Wiesbaden.
She’s very clever, and her cleverness has spoiled
her. A year after her marriage she published
a novel, with her views on matrimony, in the George
Sand manner—beating the drum to Madame Sand’s
trumpet. No doubt she was very unhappy; Blumenthal
was an old beast. Since then she has published
a lot of literature—novels and poems and
pamphlets on every conceivable theme, from the conversion
of Lola Montez to the Hegelian philosophy. Her
talk is much better than her writing. Her conjugophobia—I
can’t call it by any other name—made
people think lightly of her at a time when her rebellion
against marriage was probably only theoretic.
She had a taste for spinning fine phrases, she drove
her shuttle, and when she came to the end of her yarn
she found that society had turned its back.
She tossed her head, declared that at last she could
breathe the sacred air of freedom, and formally announced
that she had embraced an ‘intellectual’
life. This meant unlimited camaraderie
with scribblers and daubers, Hegelian philosophers
and Hungarian pianists. But she has been admired
also by a great many really clever men; there was
a time, in fact, when she turned a head as well set
on its shoulders as this one!” And Niedermeyer
tapped his forehead. “She has a great
charm, and, literally, I know no harm of her.
Yet for all that, I am not going to speak to her;
I am not going near her box. I am going to leave
her to say, if she does me the honour to observe the
omission, that I too have gone over to the Philistines.
It’s not that; it is that there is something
sinister about the woman. I am too old for it
to frighten me, but I am good-natured enough for it
to pain me. Her quarrel with society has brought
her no happiness, and her outward charm is only the
mask of a dangerous discontent. Her imagination
is lodged where her heart should be! So long
as you amuse it, well and good; she’s radiant.
But the moment you let it flag, she is capable of dropping
you without a pang. If you land on your feet
you are so much the wiser, simply; but there have
been two or three, I believe, who have almost broken
their necks in the fall.”
“You are reversing your promise,” I said, “and giving me an opinion, but not an anecdote.”