Eugene Pickering eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 71 pages of information about Eugene Pickering.

Eugene Pickering eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 71 pages of information about Eugene Pickering.

“You are joking,” he answered, with a wounded air, “and I am terribly serious.  Let me tell you the rest.  I never suspected this superior conspiracy till something less than a year ago.  My father, wishing to provide against his death, informed me of it very solemnly.  I was neither elated nor depressed; I received it, as I remember, with a sort of emotion which varied only in degree from that with which I could have hailed the announcement that he had ordered me a set of new shirts.  I supposed that was the way that all marriages were made; I had heard of their being made in heaven, and what was my father but a divinity?  Novels and poems, indeed, talked about falling in love; but novels and poems were one thing and life was another.  A short time afterwards he introduced me to a photograph of my predestined, who has a pretty, but an extremely inanimate, face.  After this his health failed rapidly.  One night I was sitting, as I habitually sat for hours, in his dimly-lighted room, near his bed, to which he had been confined for a week.  He had not spoken for some time, and I supposed he was asleep; but happening to look at him I saw his eyes wide open, and fixed on me strangely.  He was smiling benignantly, intensely, and in a moment he beckoned to me.  Then, on my going to him—­’I feel that I shall not last long,’ he said; ’but I am willing to die when I think how comfortably I have arranged your future.’  He was talking of death, and anything but grief at that moment was doubtless impious and monstrous; but there came into my heart for the first time a throbbing sense of being over-governed.  I said nothing, and he thought my silence was all sorrow.  ’I shall not live to see you married,’ he went on, ’but since the foundation is laid, that little signifies; it would be a selfish pleasure, and I have never thought of myself but in you.  To foresee your future, in its main outline, to know to a certainty that you will be safely domiciled here, with a wife approved by my judgment, cultivating the moral fruit of which I have sown the seed—­this will content me.  But, my son, I wish to clear this bright vision from the shadow of a doubt.  I believe in your docility; I believe I may trust the salutary force of your respect for my memory.  But I must remember that when I am removed you will stand here alone, face to face with a hundred nameless temptations to perversity.  The fumes of unrighteous pride may rise into your brain and tempt you, in the interest of a vulgar theory which it will call your independence, to shatter the edifice I have so laboriously constructed.  So I must ask you for a promise—­the solemn promise you owe my condition.’  And he grasped my hand.  ’You will follow the path I have marked; you will be faithful to the young girl whom an influence as devoted as that which has governed your own young life has moulded into everything amiable; you will marry Isabel Vernor.’  This was pretty ‘steep,’ as we used to say at school. 

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