she came back, she ran straight upstairs, without
going into the kitchen to look at Gregory or speak
any word to her sister, and aunt Fanny heard her cry
as if her heart was breaking; so she went up and scolded
her right well through the bolted door, till at last
she got her to open it. And then she threw herself
on my aunt’s neck, and told her that William
Preston had asked her to marry him, and had promised
to take good charge of her boy, and to let him want
for nothing, neither in the way of keep nor of education,
and that she had consented. Aunt Fanny was a
good deal shocked at this; for, as I have said, she
had often thought that my mother had forgotten her
first husband very quickly, and now here was proof
positive of it, if she could so soon think of marrying
again. Besides as aunt Fanny used to say, she
herself would have been a far more suitable match for
a man of William Preston’s age than Helen, who,
though she was a widow, had not seen her four-and-twentieth
summer. However, as aunt Fanny said, they had
not asked her advice; and there was much to be said
on the other side of the question. Helen’s
eyesight would never be good for much again, and as
William Preston’s wife she would never need to
do anything, if she chose to sit with her hands before
her; and a boy was a great charge to a widowed mother;
and now there would be a decent steady man to see after
him. So, by-and-by, aunt Fanny seemed to take
a brighter view of the marriage than did my mother
herself, who hardly ever looked up, and never smiled
after the day when she promised William Preston to
be his wife. But much as she had loved Gregory
before, she seemed to love him more now. She
was continually talking to him when they were alone,
though he was far too young to understand her moaning
words, or give her any comfort, except by his caresses.
At last William Preston and she were wed; and she
went to be mistress of a well-stocked house, not above
half-an-hour’s walk from where aunt Fanny lived.
I believe she did all that she could to please my
father; and a more dutiful wife, I have heard him
himself say, could never have been. But she did
not love him, and he soon found it out. She loved
Gregory, and she did not love him. Perhaps,
love would have come in time, if he had been patient
enough to wait; but it just turned him sour to see
how her eye brightened and her colour came at the
sight of that little child, while for him who had
given her so much, she had only gentle words as cold
as ice. He got to taunt her with the difference
in her manner, as if that would bring love: and
he took a positive dislike to Gregory,—he
was so jealous of the ready love that always gushed
out like a spring of fresh water when he came near.
He wanted her to love him more, and perhaps that
was all well and good; but he wanted her to love her
child less, and that was an evil wish. One day,
he gave way to his temper, and cursed and swore at
Gregory, who had got into some mischief, as children