of the evident superiority of a nature capable of
such deep feeling—uninfluenced by those
baser distractions which occupied Brace, Crosby, and
Winslow. This phase passed into a settled conviction
that some woman was at the root of his trouble, and
responsible for it. With an instinctive distrust
of her own sex, she was satisfied that it must be
either a misplaced or unworthy attachment, and that
the unknown woman was to blame. This second phase—which
hovered between compassion and resentment—suddenly
changed to the latter—the third phase of
her feelings. Miss Keene became convinced that
Mr. Hurlstone had a settled aversion to herself.
Why and wherefore, she did not attempt to reason,
yet she was satisfied that from the first he disliked
her. His studious reserve on the Excelsior, compared
with the attentions of the others, ought then to have
convinced her of the fact; and there was no doubt
now that his present discontent could be traced to
the unfortunate circumstances that brought them together.
Having given herself up to that idea, she vacillated
between a strong impulse to inform him that she knew
his real feelings and an equally strong instinct to
avoid him hereafter entirely. The result was
a feeble compromise. On the ground that Mr. Hurlstone
could “scarcely be expected to admire her inferior
performances,” she declined to invite him with
Father Esteban to listen to her pupils. Father
Esteban took a huge pinch of snuff, examined Miss
Keene attentively, and smiled a sad smile. The
next day he begged Hurlstone to take a volume of old
music to Miss Keene with his compliments. Hurlstone
did so, and for some reason exerted himself to be
agreeable. As he made no allusion to her rudeness,
she presumed he did not know of it, and speedily forgot
it herself. When he suggested a return visit
to the boy choir, with whom he occasionally practiced,
she blushed and feared she had scarcely the time.
But she came with Mrs. Markham, some consciousness,
and a visible color!
And then, almost without her knowing how or why, and entirely unexpected and unheralded, came a day so strangely and unconsciously happy, so innocently sweet and joyous, that it seemed as if all the other days of her exile had only gone before to create it, and as if it—and it alone—were a sufficient reason for her being there. A day full of gentle intimations, laughing suggestions, childlike surprises and awakenings; a day delicious for the very incompleteness of its vague happiness. And this remarkable day was simply marked in Mrs. Markham’s diary as follows:—“Went with E. to Indian village; met Padre and J. H. J. H. actually left shell and crawled on beach with E. E. chatty.”