Beyond eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 451 pages of information about Beyond.

Beyond eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 451 pages of information about Beyond.

The voice of Monsieur Harmost, softly gruff, as if he knew what she was feeling, increased her emotion; her breast heaved under the humming-bird blouse, water came into her eyes, and more than ever her lips quivered.  He was saying: 

“Come, come!  The only thing we cannot cure is age.  You were right to come, my child.  Music is your proper air.  If things are not all what they ought to be, you shall soon forget.  In music—­in music, we can get away.  After all, my little friend, they cannot take our dreams from us—­not even a wife, not even a husband can do that.  Come, we shall have good times yet!”

And Gyp, with a violent effort, threw off that sudden weakness.  From those who serve art devotedly there radiates a kind of glamour.  She left Monsieur Harmost that afternoon, infected by his passion for music.  Poetic justice—­on which all homeopathy is founded—­was at work to try and cure her life by a dose of what had spoiled it.  To music, she now gave all the hours she could spare.  She went to him twice a week, determining to get on, but uneasy at the expense, for monetary conditions were ever more embarrassed.  At home, she practised steadily and worked hard at composition.  She finished several songs and studies during the spring and summer, and left still more unfinished.  Monsieur Harmost was tolerant of these efforts, seeming to know that harsh criticism or disapproval would cut her impulse down, as frost cuts the life of flowers.  Besides, there was always something fresh and individual in her things.  He asked her one day: 

“What does your husband think of these?”

Gyp was silent a moment.

“I don’t show them to him.”

She never had; she instinctively kept back the knowledge that she composed, dreading his ruthlessness when anything grated on his nerves, and knowing that a breath of mockery would wither her belief in herself, frail enough plant already.  The only person, besides her master, to whom she confided her efforts was—­strangely enough—­Rosek.  But he had surprised her one day copying out some music, and said at once:  “I knew.  I was certain you composed.  Ah, do play it to me!  I am sure you have talent.”  The warmth with which he praised that little “caprice” was surely genuine; and she felt so grateful that she even played him others, and then a song for him to sing.  From that day, he no longer seemed to her odious; she even began to have for him a certain friendliness, to be a little sorry, watching him, pale, trim, and sphinx-like, in her drawing-room or garden, getting no nearer to the fulfilment of his desire.  He had never again made love to her, but she knew that at the least sign he would.  His face and his invincible patience made him pathetic to her.  Women such as Gyp cannot actively dislike those who admire them greatly.  She consulted him about Fiorsen’s debts.  There were hundreds of pounds owing, it seemed, and, in addition,

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