shooting tigers, pig-sticking, playing polo, riding
to hounds harder than ever; giving nothing away to
the world; winning steadily the curious, uneasy admiration
that men feel for those who combine reckless daring
with an ice-cool manner. Since he was less of
a talker even than most of his kind, and had never
in his life talked of women, he did not gain the reputation
of a woman-hater, though he so manifestly avoided them.
After six years’ service in India and Egypt,
he lost his right hand in a charge against dervishes,
and had, perforce, to retire, with the rank of major,
aged thirty-four. For a long time he had hated
the very thought of the child—his child,
in giving birth to whom the woman he loved had died.
Then came a curious change of feeling; and for three
years before his return to England, he had been in
the habit of sending home odds and ends picked up in
the bazaars, to serve as toys. In return, he
had received, twice annually at least, a letter from
the man who thought himself Gyp’s father.
These letters he read and answered. The squire
was likable, and had been fond of
her; and though
never once had it seemed possible to Winton to have
acted otherwise than he did, he had all the time preserved
a just and formal sense of the wrong he had done this
man. He did not experience remorse, but he had
always an irksome feeling as of a debt unpaid, mitigated
by knowledge that no one had ever suspected, and discounted
by memory of the awful torture he had endured to make
sure against suspicion.
When, plus distinction and minus his hand, he was
at last back in England, the squire had come to see
him. The poor man was failing fast from Bright’s
disease. Winton entered again that house in
Mount Street with an emotion, to stifle which required
more courage than any cavalry charge. But one
whose heart, as he would have put it, is “in
the right place” does not indulge the quaverings
of his nerves, and he faced those rooms where he had
last seen her, faced that lonely little dinner with
her husband, without sign of feeling. He did
not see little Ghita, or Gyp, as she had nicknamed
herself, for she was already in her bed; and it was
a whole month before he brought himself to go there
at an hour when he could see the child if he would.
The fact is, he was afraid. What would the
sight of this little creature stir in him? When
Betty, the nurse, brought her in to see the soldier
gentleman with “the leather hand,” who
had sent her those funny toys, she stood calmly staring
with her large, deep-brown eyes. Being seven,
her little brown-velvet frock barely reached the
knees of her thin, brown-stockinged legs planted one
just in front of the other, as might be the legs of
a small brown bird; the oval of her gravely wondering
face was warm cream colour without red in it, except
that of the lips, which were neither full nor thin,
and had a little tuck, the tiniest possible dimple
at one corner. Her hair of warm dark brown had