“Depend upon it you were wrong!” he said.

“My dear young friend,” I answered, “imagine the alacrity with which I concede it.”

Something else again was spoken of, but in an instant he repeated his movement.

“Depend upon it you were wrong.”

“I am sure the Countess has forgiven me,” I said, “and in that case you ought to bear no grudge.  As I have had the honour to say, I will call upon her immediately.”

“I was not alluding to my wife,” he answered.  “I was thinking of your own story.”

“My own story?”

“So many years ago.  Was it not rather a mistake?”

I looked at him a moment; he’s positively rosy.

“That’s not a question to solve in a London crush.”

And I turned away.

22d.—­I haven’t yet called on the ci-devant; I am afraid of finding her at home.  And that boy’s words have been thrumming in my ears—­“Depend upon it you were wrong.  Wasn’t it rather a mistake?” Was I wrong—­was it a mistake?  Was I too cautions—­too suspicious—­too logical?  Was it really a protector she needed—­a man who might have helped her?  Would it have been for his benefit to believe in her, and was her fault only that I had forsaken her?  Was the poor woman very unhappy?  God forgive me, how the questions come crowding in!  If I marred her happiness, I certainly didn’t make my own.  And I might have made it—­eh?  That’s a charming discovery for a man of my age!