“It is of no good, Michel,” she said, when he laid her down again upon the pillow he had made smooth for her; “it is of no good.  Thou mayest as well leave me to perish; it will not weigh for thee.  Monsieur le Cure says if thou hadst been born a heretic perhaps the good God might have taken it into account.  But thou wert born a Christian, as good a Christian as all the world, and thou hast sold thy birthright to the devil.  Leave me then, and take thy pleasure in this life, for thou wilt have nothing but misery in the next.”

“I will not leave thee—­never!” he answered, briefly.  “I have no fear of the next world.”

He was a man of few words evidently.  Perhaps the silence maintained around him had partly frozen his power of speech.  Even to his mother he spoke but little, though her complaining went on without ceasing, until he extinguished both fire and lamp, and climbed the rude ladder into the loft overhead, where her voice never failed to rouse him from his sleep, if she only called “Michel!” He could not clearly explain his position even to himself.  He had gone to Paris many years before, where he came across some Protestants, who had taught him to read the Testament, and instructed him in their religion.  The new faith had taken hold of him, and thrust deep roots into his simple and constant nature; though he had no words at command to express the change to others, and scarcely to himself.  So long as he had been in Paris there had been no need of this.

But now his father’s death had compelled him to return to his native place, and to the little knot of people who knew him as old Pierre Lorio’s son, a fisherman like themselves, with no more right to read or think than they had.  The fierceness of the persecution he encountered filled him with dismay, though it had not shaken his fidelity to his new faith.  But often a dumb, inarticulate longing possessed him to make known to his old neighbours the reason of the change in him, but speech failed him.  He could only stammer out his confession, “I am no longer a Catholic, I am a Protestant, I cannot pray to the saints, not even to the archangel St. Michel or the Blessed Virgin.  I pray only to God.”  For anything else, for explanation, and for all argument, he had no more language than the mute, wistful language one sees in the eyes of dumb creatures, when they gaze fully at us.

Perhaps there is nothing more pitiful than the painful want of words to express that which lies deepest within us; a want common to us all, but greatest in those who have had no training in thus shaping and expressing their inmost thoughts.

There was not much to fear from a man like this.  Michel Lorio was a living lesson against apostasy.  As he went up and down the street, and in and out of the gate, his loneliness and dejection spoke more eloquently for the old faith than any banishment could have done.  Michel was suffered to remain under a ban, not formal and ceremonial, but a tacit ban, which quite as effectively set him apart, and made his life more solitary than if he had been dwelling alone on a desert rock out at sea.