kept his thoughts to himself. I am wrong, for
he told them in the clear starlight nights to the shadows,
to God, to the devil, and everything about him.
At such times he would lament his fate in having a
heart so warm, that doubtless the ladies avoided him
as they would a red-hot iron; then he would say to
himself how he would worship a beautiful mistress,
how all his life long he would honour her, and with
what fidelity he would attach himself to her, with
what affection serve her, how studiously obey her commands,
with what sports he would dispel the light clouds
of her melancholy sadness on the days when the skies
should be overcast. Fashioning himself one out
of his imagination, he would throw himself at her feet,
kiss, fondle, caress, bite, and clasp her with as
much reality as a prisoner scampers over the grass
when he sees the green fields through the bars of
his cell. Thus he would appeal to her mercy; overcome
with his feelings, would stop her breath with his
embraces, would become daring in spite of his respect,
and passionately bite the clothes of his bed, seeking
this celestial lady, full of courage when by himself,
but abashed on the morrow if he passed one by.
Nevertheless, inflamed by these amorous advances,
he would hammer way anew at his marble figures, would
carve beautiful breasts, to bring the water into one’s
mouth at the sight of those sweet fruits of love, without
counting the other things that he raised, carved,
and caressed with the chisels, smoothed down with
his file, and fashioned in a manner that would make
their use intelligible to the mind of a greenhorn,
and stain his verdure in a single day. The ladies
would criticise these beauties, and all of them were
smitten with the youthful Cappara. And the youthful
Cappara would eye them up and down, swearing that the
day one of them gave him her little finger to kiss,
he would have his desire.
Among these high-born ladies there came one day one
by herself to the young Florentine, asking him why
he was so shy, and if none of the court ladies could
make him sociable. Then she graciously invited
him to come to her house that evening.
Master Angelo perfumes himself, purchases a velvet
mantle with a double fringe of satin, borrows from
a friend a cloak with wide sleeves, a slashed doublet,
and silken hose, arrives at the house, and ascends
the stairs with hasty feet, hope beaming from his eyes,
knowing not what to do with his heart, which leaped
and bounded like a goat; and, to sum up, so much over
head and ears in love, that the perspiration trickled
down his back.
You may be sure the lady was a beautiful, and Master
Cappara was the more aware of it, since in his profession
he had studied the mouldings of the arms, the lines
of the body, the secret surroundings of the sex, and
other mysteries. Now this lady satisfied the especial
rules of art; and besides being fair and slender,
she had a voice to disturb life in its source, to
stir fire of a heart, brain, and everything; in short,
she put into one’s imagination delicious images
of love without thinking of it, which is the characteristic
of these cursed women.