all ye that fear God, and I will tell you what He
hath done for my soul. Yes, come on, and from
this day all your days on earth, and all the days of
eternity, you will thank God for John Bunyan and his
Holy War and his Ill-pause. Make your
selection, then, for your new axe. Attack some
one sin at this so auspicious season. Swear
before God, and unknown to all men—swear
sure death, and that without any more delay, to that
selected sin. Never once, all your days, do
that sin again. Determine never once to do it
again. Determine that by prayer, by secret, and
at the same time outspoken, prayer on your knees.
Determine it by faith in the cleansing blood and
renewing spirit of Jesus Christ. Determine it
by fear of instant death, and by sure hope of everlasting
life. Determine it by reasons, and motives,
and arguments, and encouragements known to no-one
but yourself, and to be suspected by no human being.
Name the doomed sin. Denounce it. Execrate
it. Execute it. Draw a line across your
short and uncertain life, and say to that besetting
and presumptuous sin, Hitherto, and no further!
Do not say you cannot do it. You can if you
only will. You can if you only choose.
And smiting down that one sin will loosen and shake
down the whole evil fabric of sin. Breaking but
that one link will break the whole of Satan’s
snare and evil fetter. Here is A Kempis’s
forest of vices out of which he hewed down one every
year. Restless lust, outward senses, empty phantoms,
always longing to get, always sparing to give, careless
as to talk, unwilling to sit silent, eager for food,
wakeful for news, weary of a good book, quick to anger,
easy of offence at my neighbour, and too ready to judge
him, too merry over prosperity, and too gloomy, fretful,
and peevish in adversity; so often making good rules
for my future life, and coming so little speed with
them all, and so on. And, in facing even such
a terrible thicket as that, let not even an old man
absolutely despair. At forty, at sixty, at threescore
and ten, let not an old penitent despair. Only
take axe in hand and see if the sun does not stand
still upon Gibeon, and the moon in the valley of Ajalon
till you have avenged yourself on your enemies.
And always when you stop to wipe your brow, and to
whet the edge of your axe, and to wet your lips with
water, keep on saying things like those of another
great sinner deep in his thicket of vice, say this:
O God, he said, Thou hast not cut off as a weaver
my life, nor from day even to night hast Thou made
an end of me. But Thou hast vouchsafed to me
life and breath even to this hour from childhood,
youth, and hitherto even unto old age. He holdeth
our soul in life, and suffereth not our feet to slide,
rescuing me from perils, sicknesses, poverty, bondage,
public shame, evil chances; keeping me from perishing
in my sins, and waiting patiently for my full conversion.
Glory be to Thee, O Lord, glory to Thee, for Thine