with the best intentions. And, still, as if
that were not enough, that same varlet is squat at
their ear. Well, my very miserable brother,
you have long talked about the end of an old year
and the beginning of a new year as being your set time
for repentance and for reformation. Let all
the weight of those so many remorseful years fall
on your heart at the close of this year, and at last
compel you to take the step that should have been
taken, oh! so many unhappy years ago! Go straight
home then, to-night, shut your door, and, after so
many desecrated Sabbath nights, God will still meet
you in your secret chamber. As soon as you shut
your door God will be with you, and you will be with
God. With GOD! Think of it, my brother,
and the thing is done. With GOD! And then
tell Him all. And if any one knocks at your
door, say that there is Some One with you to-night,
and that you cannot come down. And continue
till you have told it all to God. He knows it
all already; but that is one of Ill-pause’s sophistries
still in your heart. Tell your Father it all.
Tell Him how many years it is. Tell Him all
that you so well remember over all those wild, miserable,
mad, remorseful years. Tell Him that you have
not had one really happy, one really satisfied day
all those years, and tell Him that you have spent
all, and are now no longer a young man; youth and health
and self-respect and self-command are all gone, till
you are a shipwreck rather than a man. And tell
Him that if He will take you back that you are to-night
at His feet.
4. ‘We seldom overcome any one vice perfectly,’
complains A Kempis. And, again, ‘If only
every new year we would root out but one vice.’
Well, now, what do you say to that, my true and very
brethren? What do you say to that? Here
we are, by God’s grace and long-suffering to
usward, near the end of another year, another vicious
year; and why have we been borne with through so many
vicious years but that we should now cease from vice
and begin to learn virtue? Why are we here over
Ill-pause this Sabbath night? Why, but that
we should shake off that varlet liar before another
new year. That is the whole reason why we have
been spared to see this Sabbath night. God decreed
it for us that we should have this text and this discourse
here to-night, and that is the reason why you and I
have been so unaccountably spared so long. Let
us select one vice for the axe then to-night, and
give God in heaven the satisfaction of seeing that
His long-suffering with us has not been wholly in
vain. Let us lay the axe at one vice from this
night. And what one from among so many shall
it be? What is the mockery of preaching if a
preacher does not practise? And, accordingly,
I have selected one vice out of my thicket for next
year. Will you do the same? The secret
of the Lord is with them that fear Him. Just
make your selection and keep it to yourself, at least
till you are able this time next year to say to us—Come,