without you, will be nothing else but a mere seeing
and feeling this hell, serpent, beast, and fiery dragon.
But, said Theogenes, a third party who stood by, I
would, if I could, more perfectly understand the precise
nature of self, or what it is that makes it to be
so full of evil and misery. To whom Theophilus
turned and replied: Covetousness, envy, pride,
and wrath are the four elements of self. And
hence it is that the whole life of self can be nothing
else but a plague and torment of covetousness, envy,
pride, and wrath, all of which is precisely sinful
nature, self, or hell. Whilst man lives, indeed,
among the vanities of time, his covetousness, his
envy, his pride, and his wrath, may be in a tolerable
state, and may help him to a mixture of peace and
trouble; they may have their gratifications as well
as their torments. But when death has put an
end to the vanity of all earthly cheats, the soul
that is not born again of the supernatural Word and
Spirit of God must find itself unavoidably devoured
by itself, shut up in its own insatiable, unchangeable,
self-tormenting covetousness, envy, pride, and wrath.
O Theogenes! that I had power from God to take those
dreadful scales off men’s eyes that hinder them
from seeing and feeling the infinite importance of
this most certain truth! God give a blessing,
Theophilus, to your good prayer. And then let
me tell you that you have quite satisfied my question
about the nature of self. I shall never forget
it, nor can I ever possibly after this have any doubt
about the truth of it.’
1. ‘All my theology,’ said an old
friend of mine to me not long ago—’all
my theology is out of Thomas Goodwin to the Ephesians.’
Well, I find Thomas Goodwin saying in that great
book that self is the very quintessence of original
sin; and, again, he says, study self-love for a thousand
years and it is the top and the bottom of original
sin; self is the sin that dwelleth in us and that
doth most easily beset us. Now, that is just
what Academicus and Theophilus and Theogenes have been
saying to us in their own powerful way in their incomparable
dialogue. All sin and all misery; all covetousness,
envy, pride, and wrath,—trace it all back
to its roots, travel it all up to its source, and,
as sure as you do that, self and self-love are that
source, that root, and that black bottom. I
do not forget that Butler has said in some stately
pages of his that self-love is morally good; that
self-love is coincident with the principle of virtue
and part of the idea; and that it is a proper motive
for man. But the deep bishop, in saying all that,
is away back at the creation-scheme and Eden-state
of human nature. He has not as yet come down
to human nature in its present state of overthrow,
dismemberment, and self-destruction. But when
he does condescend and comes close to the mind and
the heart of man as they now are in all men, even
Butler becomes as outspoken, and as eloquent, and as
full of passion and pathos as if he were an evangelical