Who can utter the diabolical nature, the depth and
the secrecy, the subtlety and the spirituality, the
range and the reach-out of an ill-will? Our hearts
are full of ill-will at those we meet and shake hands
with every day. At men also we have never seen,
and who are totally ignorant even of our existence.
Over a thousand miles we dart our viperous hearts
at innocent men. At great statesmen we have
ill-will, and at small; at great churchmen and at
small; at great authors and at small; at great, and
famous, and successful men in all lines of life; for
it is enough for ill-will that another man be praised,
and well-paid, and prosperous, and then placed in
our eye. No amount of suffering will satiate
ill-will; the very grave has no seal against it.
And, now and then, you have it thrust upon you that
other men have the same devil in them as deeply and
as actively as he is in you. You will suddenly
run across a man on the street. His face was
shining with some praise he had just had spoken to
him, or with some recognition he had just received
from some great one; or with some good news for himself
he had just heard, before he caught sight of you.
But the light suddenly dies on his face, and darkness
comes up out of his heart at his sudden glimpse of
you. What is the matter? you ask yourself as
he scowls past you. What have you done so to
darken any man’s heart to you? And as you
stumble on in the sickening cloud he has left behind
him, you suddenly recollect that you were once compelled
to vote against that man on a public question:
on some question of home franchise, or foreign war,
or church government, or city business; or perchance,
a family has left his shop to do business in yours,
or his church to worship God in yours, or such like.
It will be a certain relief to you to recollect such
things. But with it all there will be a shame
and a humiliation and a deep inward pain that will
escape into a cry of prayer for him and for yourself
and for all such sinners on the same street.
If you do not find an escape from your sharp resentment
in ejaculatory prayer and in a heart-cleansing great
good-will, your heart, before you are a hundred steps
on, will be as black with ill-will as his is.
But that must not again be. Would you hate or
strike back at a blind man who stumbled and fell against
you on the street? Would you retaliate at a
maniac who gnashed his teeth and shook his fist at
you on his way past you to the madhouse? Or
at a corpse being carried past you that had been too
long without burial? And shall you retaliate
on a miserable man driven mad with diabolical passion?
Or at a poor sinner whose heart is as rotten as the
grave? Ill-will is abroad in our learned and
religious city at all hours of the day and night.
He glares at us under the sun by day, and under the
street lamps at night. We suddenly feel his
baleful eye on us as we thoughtlessly pass under his
overlooking windows: it will be a side street