really won over a sensual sin is already a challenge
sounded to our most spiritual sin. And it is
this discovery that has given to fasting the place
it has held in all the original, resolute, and aggressive
ages of the Church. With little or nothing in
their Lord’s literal teaching to make His people
fast, they have been so bent on their own spiritual
deliverance, and they have heard and read so much about
the deliverances both of body and of soul that have
been attained by fasting and its accompaniments, that
they have taken to it in their despair, and with results
that have filled them in some instances with rapture,
and in all instances with a good conscience and with
a good hope. You would wonder, even in these
degenerate days,—you would be amazed could
you be told how many of your own best friends in their
stealthy, smiling, head-anointing, hypocritical way
deny themselves this and that sweetness, this and that
fatness, this and that softness, and are thus attaining
to a strength, a courage, and a self-conquest that
you are getting the benefit of in many ways without
your ever guessing the price at which it has all been
purchased. Now, would you yourself fain be found
among those who are in this way being made strong
and victorious inwardly and spiritually? Would
you? Then wash your face and anoint your head;
and, then, not denying it before others, deny it in
secret to yourself—this and that sweet morsel,
this and that sweet meat, this and that glass of such
divine wine. Unostentatiously, ungrudgingly,
generous-heartedly, and not ascetically or morosely,
day after day deny yourself even in little unthought-of
things, and one of the very noblest laws of your noblest
life shall immediately claim you as its own.
That stealthy and shamefaced act of self-denial for
Christ’s sake and for His cross’s sake
will lay the foundation of a habit of self-denial;
ere ever you are aware of what you are doing the habit
will consolidate into a character; and what you begin
little by little in the body will be made perfect in
the soul; till what you did, almost against His command
and altogether without His example, yet because you
did it for His sake and in His service, will have placed
you far up among those who have forsaken all, and themselves
also, to follow Jesus Christ, Son of Man and Son of
God. Only, let this always be admitted, and
never for a moment forgotten, that all this is said
by permission and not of commandment. Our Lord
never fasted as we fast. He had no need.
And He never commanded His disciples to fast.
He left it to themselves to find out each man his
own case and his own cure. Let no man, therefore,
take fasting in any of its degrees, or times, or occasions,
on his conscience who does not first find it in his
heart. At the same time this may be said with
perfect safety, that he who finds it in his heart
and then lays it on his conscience to deny himself
anything, great or small, for Christ’s sake,
and for the sake of his own salvation,—he
will never repent it. No, he will never repent
it.