coat looted with difficulty from the frozen corpse
of a camp follower found in an abandoned cart, took
a more thoughtful view of events. His regularly
handsome features, now reduced to mere bony lines and
fleshless hollows, looked out of a woman’s black
velvet hood, over which was rammed forcibly a cocked
hat picked up under the wheels of an empty army fourgon,
which must have contained at one time some general
officer’s luggage. The sheepskin coat being
short for a man of his inches ended very high up,
and the skin of his legs, blue with the cold, showed
through the tatters of his nether garments. This
under the circumstances provoked neither jeers nor
pity. No one cared how the next man felt or looked.
Colonel D’Hubert himself, hardened to exposure,
suffered mainly in his self-respect from the lamentable
indecency of his costume. A thoughtless person
may think that with a whole host of inanimate bodies
bestrewing the path of retreat there could not have
been much difficulty in supplying the deficiency.
But to loot a pair of breeches from a frozen corpse
is not so easy as it may appear to a mere theorist.
It requires time and labour. You must remain
behind while your companions march on. Colonel
D’Hubert had his scruples as to falling out.
Once he had stepped aside he could not be sure of
ever rejoining his battalion; and the ghastly intimacy
of a wrestling match with the frozen dead opposing
the unyielding rigidity of iron to your violence was
repugnant to the delicacy of his feelings. Luckily,
one day, grubbing in a mound of snow between the huts
of a village in the hope of finding there a frozen
potato or some vegetable garbage he could put between
his long and shaky teeth, Colonel D’Hubert uncovered
a couple of mats of the sort Russian peasants use
to line the sides of their carts with. These,
beaten free of frozen snow, bent about his elegant
person and fastened solidly round his waist, made
a bell-shaped nether garment, a sort of stiff petticoat,
which rendered Colonel D’Hubert a perfectly decent,
but a much more noticeable figure than before.
Thus accoutred, he continued to retreat, never doubting
of his personal escape, but full of other misgivings.
The early buoyancy of his belief in the future was
destroyed. If the road of glory led through such
unforeseen passages, he asked himself—for
he was reflective—whether the guide was
altogether trustworthy. It was a patriotic sadness,
not unmingled with some personal concern, and quite
unlike the unreasoning indignation against men and
things nursed by Colonel Feraud. Recruiting his
strength in a little German town for three weeks, Colonel
D’Hubert was surprised to discover within himself
a love of repose. His returning vigour was strangely
pacific in its aspirations. He meditated silently
upon this bizarre change of mood. No doubt many
of his brother officers of field rank went through
the same moral experience. But these were not
the times to talk of it. In one of his letters
home Colonel D’Hubert wrote, “All your
plans, my dear Leonie, for marrying me to the charming
girl you have discovered in your neighbourhood, seem
farther off than ever. Peace is not yet.
Europe wants another lesson. It will be a hard
task for us, but it shall be done, because the Emperor
is invincible.”