What need to tell that dream so bright and brief,
Of joy unchequered by a dread of grief? 
What need to tell how all such dreams must fade,
Before the slow, foreboding, dreaded shade,
That floated nearer, until pomp and pride,
Pleasure and wealth, were summoned to her side. 
To bid, at least, the noisy hours forget,
And clamour down the whispers of regret. 
Still Angela strove to dream, and strove in vain;
Awakened once, she could not sleep again. 
She saw, each day and hour, more worthless grown
The heart for which she cast away her own;
And her soul learnt, through bitterest inward strife,
The slight, frail love for which she wrecked her life,
The phantom for which all her hope was given,
The cold bleak earth for which she bartered heaven! 
But all in vain; would even the tenderest heart
Now stoop to take so poor an outcast’s part?

Years fled, and she grew reckless more and more,
Until the humblest peasant closed his door,
And where she passed, fair dames, in scorn and pride,
Shuddered, and drew their rustling robes aside. 
At last a yearning seemed to fill her soul,
A longing that was stronger than control: 
Once more, just once again, to see the place
That knew her young and innocent; to retrace
The long and weary southern path; to gaze
Upon the haven of her childish days;
Once more beneath the convent roof to lie;
Once more to look upon her home—­and die! 
Weary and worn—­her comrades, chill remorse
And black despair, yet a strange silent force
Within her heart, that drew her more and more—­
Onward she crawled, and begged from door to door. 
Weighed down with weary days, her failing strength
Grew less each hour, till one day’s dawn at length,
As first its rays flooded the world with light,
Showed the broad waters, glittering blue and bright,
And where, amid the leafy hawthorn wood,
Just as of old the quiet cloister stood. 
Would any know her?  Nay, no fear.  Her face
Had lost all trace of youth, of joy, of grace,
Of the pure happy soul they used to know—­
The novice Angela—­so long ago. 
She rang the convent bell.  The well-known sound
Smote on her heart, and bowed her to the ground,
And she, who had not wept for long dry years,
Felt the strange rush of unaccustomed tears;
Terror and anguish seemed to check her breath,
And stop her heart.  Oh God! could this be death? 
Crouching against the iron gate, she laid
Her weary head against the bars, and prayed: 
But nearer footsteps drew, then seemed to wait: 
And then she heard the opening of the grate,
And saw the withered face, on which awoke
Pity and sorrow, as the portress spoke,
And asked the stranger’s bidding:  “Take me in,”
She faltered, “Sister Monica, from sin,
And sorrow, and despair, that will not cease;
Oh, take me in, and let me die in peace!”