Dawn of day saw Philip speeding on his road to the
Great City,
Thinking how the stars gazed downward just with Mildred’s
patient eyes;
Dreams of work, and fame, and honour struggling with
a tender pity,
Till the loving Past receding saw the conquering Future
rise.
Daybreak still found Mildred watching, with the wonder
of first sorrow,
How the outward world unaltered shone the same this
very day;
How unpitying and relentless busy life met this new
morrow,
Earth, and sky, and man unheeding that her joy had
passed away.
Then the round of weary duties, cold and formal, came
to meet her,
With the life within departed that had given them
each a soul;
And her sick heart even slighted gentle words that
came to greet her;
For Grief spread its shadowy pinions, like a blight,
upon the whole.
Jar one chord, the harp is silent; move one stone, the arch is shattered; One small clarion-cry of sorrow bids an armed host awake; One dark cloud can hide the sunlight; loose one string, the pearls are scattered; Think one thought, a soul may perish; say one word, a heart may break!
Life went on, the two lives running side by side;
the outward seeming,
And the truer and diviner hidden in the heart and
brain;
Dreams grow holy, put in action; work grows fair through
starry dreaming;
But where each flows on unmingling, both are fruitless
and in vain.
Such was Mildred’s life; her dreaming lay in
some far-distant region,
All the fairer, all the brighter, that its glories
were but guessed;
And the daily round of duties seemed an unreal, airy
legion—
Nothing true save Philip’s letters and the ring
upon her breast.
Letters telling how he struggled, for some plan or
vision aiming,
And at last how he just grasped it as a fresh one
spread its wings;
How the honour or the learning, once the climax, now
were claiming,
Only more and more, becoming merely steps to higher
things.
Telling her of foreign countries: little store
had she of learning,
So her earnest, simple spirit answered as he touched
the string;
Day by day, to these bright fancies all her silent
thoughts were turning,
Seeing every radiant picture framed within her golden
Ring.
Oh, poor heart—love, if thou willest; but,
thine own soul still possessing,
Live thy life: not a reflection or a shadow of
his own:
Lean as fondly, as completely, as thou willest—but
confessing
That thy strength is God’s, and therefore can,
if need be, stand alone.
Little means were there around her to make farther,
wider ranges,
Where her loving gentle spirit could try any stronger
flight;
And she turned aside, half fearing that fresh thoughts
were fickle changes—
That she must stay as he left her on that farewell
summer night.
Love should still be guide and leader, like a herald
should have risen,
Lighting up the long dark vistas, conquering all opposing
fates;
But new claims, new thoughts, new duties found her
heart a silent prison,
And found Love, with folded pinions, like a jailer
by the gates.